The few days went by and i grew a bit distant and became silent she then questioned me as to why it was so
"its the fact that these little things tick me off"
"Ok..what's ticking you off"
"for some reason, can you not look at things for you alone and see me as I am..? Can you become aware of my feelings and emotions.?
"I am love what do you mean why the questions?"
"why is it all about you and getting your last say and you wonder why I don't talk to you or conversate. Look you may know me but you don't understand me two different things but it's ok yet I have to explain every emotion and how I'm feeling as if it can't be just it's one of those days I still hurt I may be happy but I still hurt I still think I still wonder I still dream nothing changes that I may not say something but it is what it is there isn't always an explanation you say but everything has an explanation if I explain to you why I did that then there's reason for everything it's really tiring holding things, it isn't good but lashing out is worse and I'm not saying I'm lashing out but I'm just tired of this I'm irritated by minor things which may see dumb but it's not your fault it's that way" I let it as I began to cry
"My love didn't know you felt that way I'm sorry." She replied before hugging me tightly
"talk to me baby I'm listening, what's bothering you tell me"
"Everything is fine..it-it's all good"
"Baby please stop and tell me I'm listening I love you ok I'm here"
"I hurt time doesn't heal all wounds people think it does but it doesn't you just live with that pain for the rest of your life it's remaining strong all the time that is tiring at times saying your good just to speak good into the atmosphere I don't get it"
"I know it hurts but I know you've heard it a thousand times you have to let go I'm sorry you have to go through this wish I could take it all away"
"Kiss me"
She then did just that
"Your kisses makes it better I love you too"
"Aww baby love hearing you say that to me" she replied as my cheeks grew red and tears faded.
