When I got home it was about time for dinner I opened the front door took off my backpack.
"Come here now and make my dinner now" my drunkard of a father bellowed at me,
I went to him and he punched me in the jaw and slapped me in my face, I left and cried for a bit ensuring he didn't hear me I prepared rice and peas with coleslaw alongside with baked chicken I gave him his food he spat it out in my face.
"What garbage is this, nonsense man get me my belt so I can deal with you for bringing this to me, be gone!"
I obeyed him got his belt and I sat there and bare each lash as it Began to cut my skin and leaving bruises when he was finish hitting me I headed to my room and cut my self as the tears rolled down my face I took about half a bottle of the sleeping pills and cried in bed until I fell sleep
My dream became so clear it was as if I was being counseled by a very special person she knew exactly what to say, her brown skin complimented her large brown eyes her small nose with her full big lips, above her nose sat a pair of glasses that fitted her round face
She sat around a large round table that had a beautiful bouquet of flowers I sat in the opposite side slouched in the chair
"why are you cutting yourself ?" She asked desperately
"I-I-I can't be here anymore" I stuttered as tears rolled down my face, I then wipe it away
"But you need to be here do you know you are special,beautiful,unique and the list goes on for you are full of purpose I know right now is seems as if this is it but you have to continue if not for yourself then for me for I see a lot of purpose in you"
"Why do you care leave me to rot like the rest of them they never cared they just used me like a rag and threw me away like garbage I'm useless at this point why live with these painful situations I can't anymore" I mumbled
"But you can, I care about you and I know how you feel those are things that can help make you stronger for there are greater plans but there are just obstacles for you to leap over"
"Why please just stop caring it's ..."
"I can't I need to every person is like a puzzle a missing piece trying to be put together so I am that piece you were missing so I can help you rebuild that puzzle with all its broken pieces and paints wonderful painting"
"I can't do this anymore I've become so numb to the pain I can't feel I-I-I can't do this anymore " I weeped
"What can't you do anymore?"she questioned
"Life everything" I answered
"I will always care I'm here" she replied and got up and hugged me. I could feel the warmth of her true love within that hug I felt at this time that all my worries, problem and pain were gone but I still knew they were there, then it all went black and it was all over
