"What have I done to deserve your love I mean I'm no one important I-I mess things up but you love me and you kissed me I've never kissed anyone I'm not beautiful at all I've done nothing to deserve your love you've awaken things inside of me I never saw possible or even dreamt of you've seen me like no other I mean literally I've never been held like you've held me now I thirst and long for that I don't know what to do is this normal to feel so I don't know it's like I can't live without you I've fallen for you you matter most to me I don't no one else but you" I yelled with my eyes filled with tears.
After she realized I let some steam out she looked at me and ran towards me and held me tight and rubbed my back as I cried out.
"It's ok Hun I love you too I won't hurt you please trust me come hug me as much as you wish, I know this is a new field for you but yes you can't remain here you need to accept it as it is and let it go I know it's easier said than done please baby I'm begging continue to walk forward in your truth I'll be with you." She responded with a kiss on my forehead.
"Why are you seeing the best in me?"
"Because I'm different from the others and everyone can change just with a little help"
"Babe I know this is going to be hard but what hurts you the most?" She questioned
I then pulled away from her and walked and sat against a wall with my head in my lap.
"I can't do that please I can't"
She came closer and stretched out her hand towards me I then gradually placed my hands into hers and finally I released that which hurt most.
"What hurts most is I'm letting myself love you and your going to leave everything everyone said to me especially my dad yes they hurt then there's voices to bid me to kill myself but I haven't heard them in a while I guess it's because of you"
"Love I'm not leaving you I'm here aren't I What do these voices sound like?"
"It's like my voice telling me to do that and it's like a second thought I can't control"
"Ok this is a mental battle your facing let's fight it together promise me you will"
"I promise"
