We decided to go walking, it was a beautifully sunny day. We came upon a park that had huge trees that encamped around the perimeter beyond the trees stood a fountain that was built of stone directly in the center then were were trunk carved benches sitting perfect around the fountain.
We talked for what was minutes then to hours and until evening drew near we would be on our way home. As we got home I sat down and she approached me and kissed me while her hands caressed my breast and then she pulled away and smile at me.
"Continue what you've already started your teasing me" i stated then she came and kissed my lips while her hands removed each piece of clothing in me and everything faded around me to where I only saw her.
In all her beauty stripped before me and kissing my lips softly. She then slowly lowered her tongue against my body and she was pleasing me in all the right places then it stopped and she kissed me on the lips this time it went further.
Immediately after I woke up, I turned my head and place a kiss on her lips as she slept next to me peacefully.
"Mm love those lips" she softly said as her eyes slowly opened
A smile then grew on my face as I glanced back seductively into her eyes then she pulled me Into to her and held me until we both fell back asleep.
I appeared to be in-front of her in tears and hurt
"Yes your pathetic and weak can't even fight for me you said you loved me you lied I poured out to you everything my entire being and this is what you do ignore me leave me and live a life you think is good well it's not I hate that you can't see you mean so much to me..I'm yelling at an empty wall ahh wish I never met you I'd be easier after all I wouldn't have to be more hurt than I was with my dad I am really tired of this if you want me earn my trust which by the way is gone I just want to know did it mean something or did you do it to hurt me like you always did Man I wish we could go back to things and other times I wish I didn't but deep down I no longer miss you..the thought of you comes back rarely I might add but I hate it if I blame anyone it's my self for what you did I don't want your apology or sympathy I came back just to face you and see it on your face..."
As I said this she stood there with nothing to say and trying to approach me to hug me.
"Don't even touch me I'm not ready for that or will be for a while I'm angry and hurt let me be.." she nodded as she gave me the space I needed
"I - I get your hurt but I got hurt as well everything was real I promise I'm just dealing with it"
"If ignoring people is how we deal with things then what's the point do you even want this.?"
"I-I can't answer that"
"Says a lot"
I jumped out of sleep with sweat dripping down me
