As she went to open the door it was my father drunk and arrogant I heard his voice but I couldn't pick up clearly what he was saying.
"Tell that little,ungrateful rat here's her thing, I should have thrown it away but anyways I'm moving out of here this place does me no good tell her rot in hell never want to see her again. And if she tried to go back to her house I burnt it to the ground"
She then took it out his hands and he left, the vehicle engine started and off he went.She then shut the door, turned walked towards me and looked at me, she then proceeded to give me the teddy bear, it was my teddy from when I was young, he gave it to me as a gift.
It was brown and furry with a red bow on its head . I named her Mabel not sure why I did but it had a recording inside of it, once I pressed directly on the heart there was a woman's voice, he somewhat claimed was my mothers voice saying "I love you" but Im not sure I believe him, I however refused to hold it, I wanted it gone.
Because nothing else mattered at this time but to have her right there in front of me kissing me softly and holding me until I fall asleep in her arms, it was she who gave me hope, she who made me smile and laugh and want to live she was now the purpose of my existence I've let her in she can't hurt me I've already been hurt but because of her by my side, all that is somewhat gone I can say.
"I don't want it, I want you, I want you to" I was then cut off by her lips against mine
"I know what you want" she stated as her hand began undressing me and mind undressing her we then stop, she held my hand and we went upstairs into the bedroom.
Where she pushed me unto the bed she came on top of me and placed soft kiss along my body and I let out soft moans and then I felt so light and in another world my fingers gripped the sheets on the bed, as she continued my legs began trembling and slowly massaged my breast. She eventually stopped then kissed me, lied next to me and held me tight.
"I love you I'm not going to hurt you I'll try my best not to, your important I know your past isn't pretty but promise me you'll trust me enough to talk to me about anything, what we just did"I then placed a kiss on her lips stopping her from continuing.
"I promise I'll talk to you I trust you enough I've allowed you to kiss me and touch me mmm talking about it alone sends me uhh that alone should say I trust you"
"I know I guess you trust me more than I think" she replied as she stared deeply into my eyes and placed a soft kiss on my lips before we both we drifted off to sleep.
