control freak

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Jayda's POV

i sighed and looked at the time. 10 am and i was still tied up. i had to pee and i couldn't breathe from all this crying. my body was numb. i had no tears left at all i was just sad.

i wish i could just get out of this already. 3 years and i still cried every single time. because i deserve better. but i was stuck in this loop. i just needed something to stand in between it.

dave walked back in the room and stared at me. he just stood there and soon he finally untied me. i laid on my back and started at the ceiling.

"do not leave here i have a 3 day business trip. i will be back you have enough food to last until i'm back. i'll leave you enough cash just in case anything happens. you will check in and out with my hourly" he said

"okay" i tried to say but my voice was gone.

he left the room and i heard the door slam. this would be a perfect time for my escape. not today tho. plus he had cameras i would have to try and turn off.

i went into the bathroom and got myself dressed for the day.

i wore grey sweatpants a black tank top with my crocs. i pulled my hair out my bonnet. i went downstairs made myself a bowl of cereal.

my body was always tense when he was around. 3 days to myself would be so good. only thing is he left the house a hot mess.

i cleaned and cleaned listening to music. getting myself together. even tho my body was very weak i couldn't eat in a dirty kitchen. by the time i finished cleaning i was damn near about to pass out.

i sat on the couch tired asf and just decided to door dash some food.

lee's POV

i talked to my little brother monty about how i just wanted to ride shotgun next to him while he does his deliveries today.

i hardly spend time with him and something in my gut told me to just do it.

we got in the car and started our first delivery of the day. it would take 15 minutes

jayda's POV

the food would be here in 15. i began to wash my clothes until it got here. longest 15 minutes of my life.

i sat down to watch my show for a few minutes and finally there was a knock on the door.

i answered and it was lee ...

"what a coincidence" i said handing him the $20

" i don't think this is any coincidence" he said looking at my wrist and neck noticing the tie bruises

"oh those are nothing." i said watching him signal someone in the car to drive off

"lee you can't stay i will be in trouble" i said watching him walk in

"you need help. i watched my mom get abused for years as i kid i know all the signs of it" he said

"everytime i try to get help all i do is get the person killed and myself hurt even more"

"lucky for you i'm smart so please give me your number this time." he said

i gave him the phone dave didn't know about so i could text him without getting caught.

"okay now you have to go" i said lightly pushing him and closed the door.

i quickly ran to his office and deleted recent footage.
i went to the wifi router and pretended to act like i just fixed it.

after finishing my food i went to the bedroom and laid on the bed texting lee.

he asked about how i even got in this situation and i told him. he wanted to get to know me and know how someone who's supposed to love me treated me like this. it was hard trying to explain without crying.

he said some really nice things about me so i also hard tears of joy. nobody really understands me so finally having someone to just open up to felt amazing.

we texted all day. it was so late and i felt myself tired. i texted him good night and i would text him in the morning.

i got up and took a nice relaxing shower. i washed my hair and got out. i put moisturizer and oils in it and put them into braids so it doesn't shrink.

i went on netflix and continued watching good girls.

i ran downstairs and made sum spaghetti.

dave called and i answered.

"hello" i said

"what you doing" he said

"just made myself spaghetti about to watch tv" i said

"okay good night" he said hanging up.

i sighed and poured myself sum drink and went back upstairs.

i got in the bed and ate. rio on good girls was so fineee. i laughed at myself and sat my food to the side.

i brushed my teeth flossed and used mouth wash. i put my bonnet on and went to sleep.