control freak

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wedding day 6 months later. january wedding.

i was nervous. i was marrying the man i wanted to grow old and decrepit with. no matter how curnehy it was it was the truth. the twins are growing so fast.
they are now crawling. they are working on saying mama and da da. they always lagging smiling and saying random words.

i looked over my dress. it was perfect. they just finished my make up and hair.

"look at y'all mana isn't she beautiful" milan said walking in with the twins

"thank you" i said hugging them.

the flower girl was the little girl that came up to me during my baby shower. apparently that was my niece. they was making sure she was ready.

i took a deep breath. i haven't seen him all day. and i was hungry. but we weren't gonna have a long wedding at all. walk down vows rings kiss after party or whatever you call that shit where we eat and have fun.

i put my heels on as we walked to the front of the church . i checked myself in the mirror.

"okay i'm going up girl" milan said with the twins still. she was gonna take them to mom. that's what i call her now she told me thats all she accepted.

i smiled looking at layla. she was about to go up. i was walking down the isle with monty. i asked him since i was nervous asf.

"you look good" he said taking my arm

i couldn't see layla anymore which meant she already went. me and month stepped inside and i immediately got butterflies. i was so scared i wanted to cry.

lee's POV

trell hit my shoulder as jayda begin walking down the isle. i smiled and she smiled back. we didn't break eye contact. i was breathe taken by her appearance. she was so beautiful.

"da da" kylen kept saying reaching for me

i waved at him and he laughed. i shook my head.

jayda stood in front of me.

"you look beautiful" i said

"thank you" she said

i could tell she was nervous.

Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today in the presence of these witness, to join lee and jayda in matrimony commended to be honorable among all and therefore is not to be entered into lightly but reverently, passionately, lovingly and solemnly. Into this - these two persons present now come to be joined. If any person can show just cause why they may not be joined together - let them speak now or forever hold their peace." the pastor said

we looked around the room was silent.

"they may say their vows" he said backing up

i cleared my throat.

"jayda, we've know each other for almost two years. when i met you i knew it that moment ... you would always be the woman i loved. the women i've always wanted to share my love with and protect. i promise to be a faithful man, a protective man, and help raise our two kids" i said looking at the twins who were chewing on their fingers i chuckled

"i promise to continue to love you, support you, through any storm or bump in the road. my love for you will forever grow more and more. i lee take you jayda as my beloved wife" i said wiping her tear

"when i met you, i was terrified... not in a bad way. as you know i was afraid i wouldn't be able to love you as the way i wanted. i was in such a terrible position and i didn't wanna put that on you" she said

i nodded my head.

"but you helped me out of that. and i knew you were the man god sent to me that i had been praying for." her voice cracked.

"so i jayda take you lee as my beloved husband. i will continue to love you and heal with you and support you no matter what we face. you really are the light in my life. i will take care of you and continue to be faithful to you. i want to continue to grow as a family." she said

i smiled.

milan got up with the rings. she was smiling so hard.

i grabbed hers.

"i lee give you jayda this ring as an eternal symbol of my love and commitment to you" i said putting it on her finger

she grabbed mines.

"i jayda give you lee this ring as an enteral symbol of my love and commitment to you" she said

the pastor then prayed over us.

"By the power vested in me by the State of god I now pronounce you husband/wife. You may now kiss the bride." he said

i leaned in and wrapped my hand behind her neck. i pecked her lips and she kissed back as the kiss deepened everyone cheered. we smiled

"I present to you Mr./ Mrs. and Mrs. / Mr. myers" he said

everyone continued clapping and cheering. the twins ran up to us and we picked them up.

we walked out hand in hand. we stood outside where we took pictures under our thing. i sent the twins back and we took more pictures alone.

"that was perfect" she said kissing me

i kissed back. "it was. you changing your clothes" i asked

she nodded and i took her back in and we both changed our clothes so we don't get dirty.

jaydas POV
i changed and picked kylen back up he was clingy while kehlani on the other hand was moody and liked being alone.

reminds me of me growing up. i laughed and walked into the other room where everyone was. people was sitting down already getting they food.

i spoke to many different people smiling and talking about everything just gathered with people.

i noticed a familiar face but couldn't pin it. he waved me over so i sat down with him.

"beautiful wedding" he nodded

"thank you ... do i know you or-"

"nah you might i don't know" he said giving me a creepy vibe.

"oh okay well i'm glad you could join us" i said confused

"of course take care i wish you the best Mi amigo te-" he said mumbling the last part

i shrugged it off thinking it meant blessing and peace in spanish. feel like i've heard tha somewhere before.

i tried not think i've been having such a great day. i ate and fed the twins. after that we danced and blah blah blah