Alpha Elijah's Transgender Mate (On Hold)

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Every white wolf has a slight difference to everyone else that shows that they are white wolves, but they are always small so that it can be hidden but two fucking wolf ears on my head is very noticeable and extremely hard to hide. My mum has white eyes, my dad and my brother have white tattoos and I have.. white wolf ears.

What the hell

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WOLF EARS!!

What am I supposed to do I can't hide this from Elijah? I place the bucket hat back on my head and make sure my ears are in. This is too weird.

This is literally too cute!!

Cole this isn't cute how am I supposed to hide this not only will Elijah know the WHOLE WORLD WILL KNOW!!! I'm freaking out.

It'll be fine it's obviously the Moon Goddess' plan.

Was it her plan to have me raped cause I would call that a mistake?!

Look she can't control everything in between she just knows you will be able to handle her plans.

Ok I trust you and I trust the Moon Goddess because I mean I am her descendant.

*Thump*

Huh

"Tate are you okay?!" I hear Elijah call from the other side of the bathroom door. I'm not going to be able to hide this from him. I already learnt the hard way not to hide things it's best I just be truthful.

"No, something bad happened to me" I whimper out to him.

"Can you let me in I'm sure it's fine" he says softly. I walk over to the door and sit in the bathtub behind the door and hold my knees up against my chest. Elijah walks in and looks at my hat I feel my bottom lip quiver, I take a deep breath and just stay quiet.

"Why are you wearing a hat and where did you get this hat?" Elijah asks while he gets down on the floor next to the tub.

"I can create objects out of thin air" I whisper, Elijah reaches over and grabs my hand.

"I'm ugly, you'll never love me" I cry out.

"What do you mean Little One?" Elijah says squeezing my hand.

"When a white wolf comes into mating age they get a brand I guess you could say but you should be able to hide it from others, so we aren't hunted. My mother has white eyes which she can hide with contacts, my father has a white tattoo on his collar bone which he can hide with his clothes and makeup, my brother also has a white tattoo on his shoulder which he can hide just like my father..." I pause, taking my hat off. "I have wolf ears.. I can't hide this, my wolf Cole tried to make me feel better, but this puts a huge target on my back. I'm scared"

"Baby you are handsome and cute, and I will always protect you from any hunters or anyone who would want to hurt you." He softly says. I just stay quiet just looking at Elijah. He chuckles.

"what?" I quietly say.

"I gotta be honest your ears are cute and fluffy, you look adorable." He says ruffling my hair.

"Do you really think so?" I say, I'm normally very head strong and can take care of myself but since telling Elijah about what I am and what happened with Kyle, I've lost my fight and I honestly have gone into a depressive state where I need reassurance from people. It's not the first time I've become depressed, like I've said before I used to cut its not that I wanted to die I just needed a release I thought it was healthier then having a drug or alcohol addiction but apparently not to my family when they found out.

In the 2 hours that Elijah and I were just sitting in the bathroom in silence I felt my headspace slip deeper and deeper into a depression, I know this feeling I know if I don't say something to distract myself I will hurt myself and I want to avoid that, well I always want to avoid that until the depression takes over and changes my mind.

"Can we go for a run please?" I whisper out, Elijah looks up at me and just nods his head. I gets up off the floor and holds his hand out for me to take it. Taking his hand, I get out of the bath and just hug him, needing a minute of comfort. I let go putting on my bucket hat and start towards the door.

"Wait! Do you wanna just go out the window so we don't have to go through the trouble of releasing you from the hospital. Last time I left you alone for a minute you ran off home without me" he laughs. I giggle.

"Yeah that sounds like a good idea. I'm sorry I was so hard on you with me being so annoying." Elijah pushing the window up and climbs out and I follow him. As we walk towards the forest I try to collect my thoughts from the past few days.

Coming to get my injection and finding Elijah, having an argument cause he mis-gendered me causing me to run away trying to get my Beta to help me run away but he doesn't. I tried to run away myself before even shifting, but then I did a shift TWICE because of my powers. Cole and I met each other, I then decided I shouldn't run from my mate anymore, so I sliced my leg open, so I didn't look like I gave in.

Then I woke up in hospital again, convinced Elijah to get me out of hospital and then I ran to his house while he was distracted getting me released. Elijah showed up and a random girl shot with an ARROW! But Elijah took care of me until we argued, and he accidently hurt me when he slammed the bathroom door into my head which stopped my unwanted shift.

I woke up in a healers tent apologised to Kyle that I wasn't his mate and then ran of to a tree where I decided to test out my powers. I was then taken home by Elijah where I finally contacted my Mum where she said she finally accepted me for being transgender and told me not to trust Elijah. Which resulted me into mating with him so I knew he wouldn't betray me.

I then tried to run away again because I didn't want to tell Elijah, but he caught up to me and was so angry, I finally told him, and he passed out which caused me to wake him up where I thought he was scared of me so I went to Kyle and he lost control and.. raped me. Which is why I went BACK to hospital where I got me wolf ears and now Elijah and I are about to go on a run.

God my life has become a big mess no wonder I'm depressed the past four days have been the hardest in my life.

"Are you alright?" Elijah asked. I look up from my feet.

"I was just thinking about everything that has happened over the past four days. Its been really hard to keep going I need to relax or something" I say back. We make our way deep enough into the forest, so we start to get ready for our shift.

I guess this is our time to practise not shifting into a white wolf.

For sure what colour you gonna go?

I think I'm gonna go black.

Awesome!

Black, Black, Black, Black. I think as I bring on my shift I fall to the floor, not yet used to the pain. I mean I've only shifted once I guess its gonna take to time to get used to it.

Once I've shifted I look around for Elijah, I start freaking out when I can't find him, but I then get nipped on my tail.

How are you a black wolf? Elijah says through the mindlink.

Wolfy powers Eli. I giggle out.

I take off running and weaving through the trees and I hear Elijah to the left of me, we run for two hours and stop at a lake for a drink and just to have some time cuddling.

In the distance I hear a twig snap my ears shoot up and I get in a defensive position in front of Elijah and show my teeth as someone walks out of the tree line. It was the girl who shot me...

What do you want...

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