Alpha Elijah's Transgender Mate (On Hold)

9. The Aftermath

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"HELP! PLEASE SOMEBODY! ELIJAH HELP! PLEASE!!!" I scream out all I can do is lie there until the door is ripped of the hinges and Elijah enters, all I do is cry and hyperventilate until I fall into the black abyss.

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I feel myself gain some energy and strength to open my eyes but as they open all my memories of what happened flood back in. I quickly sit up screaming everything starts to spin I looked around frankly wondering where the hell I am. Elijah was apparently next to me and he shot up thinking were in danger.

I was raped..

I start bawling my eyes out, I can't believe it I'm not pure anymore, I've failed Elijah and I've failed myself I was supposed to be strong; I'm supposed to be one of the strongest beings alive and I got raped and there was nothing I could do to protect myself.

"I-I'm a f-failure" I say with my voice cracking, I continue bawling out my eyes out.

"No baby boy. Listen, you're not I should have protected you, I'm supposed to look after you with my life and I failed to do so." He literally looks so upset.

"What happened to.. him" I say quietly, looking up at my mate with a tear filled face I see he is puffy eyed and looks like he hasn't showered or slept at all.

"It doesn't matter Little One" he says softly "The main thing is you're here alive".

"I'm supposed to be strong; I've never felt so weak in my life before it's like I was human I let my emotions take over and I was powerless I couldn't even push him off of me" a tear slips from my eye and I feel as if I'm reliving those emotions.

"I'M BROKEN" I scream.

I feel my emotions take over I feel my powers take control. I hear Elijah yelling out to me to calm down but it's too late I start levitating out of bed and my powers start making it rain.

"Tate please listen to me! You're not broken you are amazing just the way you are I wouldn't have it any other way please just take control of your emotions if you don't you're going to hurt so many people... your people, my Luna!" He yells out, I turn to him and he's submitting to me.

I feel myself calm down and I fall to the floor and my powers subside, I feel my eyes start to bawl up again and I just cry while Elijah holds me in his lap I cry for hours and end up falling asleep in my mate's arms.

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When waking up I'm still in Elijah's lap and he's asleep up against the wall with his arms wrapped around me tightly like he's scared I'll disappear if he doesn't. I lay back against his chest and just breathe in his scent I can't believe Kyle did that to me, at one point I wanted him to be my mate I didn't realise how possessive and uncontrolled he was.

This whole time I haven't even checked on Cole to see how he's doing.

Cole are you doing okay?

I don't know Tate we just got.. its hard thing to deal with I feel like I failed us I should of contacted Liam (Elijah's Wolf) faster but I feel better that we have Elijah.

I know he's making me feel better this is my fault we went to Kyle because I thought Elijah hated us I put us in that situation.

This was never our fault Tate it was HIS, we never asked for it was said stop and he didn't we now just have to learn to deal with what happened, I'm so happy you are my other half Tate and that will never change.

You're right and I feel the same we will never be split. I should contact Mum we need her help with our powers.

I come back to reality and see that Elijah is still asleep, so I decide it's better to contact Mum now.

Mummy..

Tate?!

Something terrible happened to me..

What, what did that monster do to you!

Nothing Mummy it was the Beta.. he- he raped me before Elijah could get to me.

Omg my baby *sobs* no this can't be happening.

I'm sorry Mummy I tried to fight but I panicked and couldn't use my powers. I thought Beta Kyle would be my mate but when I got here to get my injection it turned out to be the Alpha and I told him about me being a white wolf. He was scared of me, so I teleported away and went to Kyle's room and he just lost c-control and I *whimpers*

My baby boy I'm so sorry that happened to you I'm so sorry.

Mum I think I'm going to ask Elijah if you can live here in the Shadow Pack then you, Dad and Anthony can train me and we can still all be together, I-I just need my Mum right now. Please..

Yes of course honey. I love you so much.

I feel myself being shook. I gotta go Mum, Elijah's awake I love you too.

I come back too and see Elijah shaking me I sigh glad that he's awake that's when I realised that I was crying while in the mindlink.

"Oh sorry, I was talking to my Mum" I say quietly and wipe away the tears from my face and then rest my head back on his chest and hug him.

"Alpha?" he sighs "Really Little One how many times do I have to say that you don't have to call me that?"

"Sorry.. Elijah?" I fix.

"Yes Tate?" he answers.

"I was talking to my Mum I told her what happened. I think it's a good idea for them to move to this pack so then my family can help train me and to control my emotions and powers. I would definitely want you to help me train without my powers in case something like that happens again so I can defend myself. I only want too ever be that vulnerable around you.. I- So please?" I say so quickly hoping that I'm not disappointed by his answer.

He stays quiet thinking then he finally sighs. Is he going to say no?!

"Please I can't do this without them, please Elijah!" I plead as I lower my head. He chuckles, my head shoots up and I look at the grin on his face, I tilt my head to the side confused.

"I was going to say yes Little One, I would be cruel if I said no, and I only want to bring you happiness in life" he says looking down with love in his eyes. I hug him tight.

I jump up and spin around and do my victory dance, singing 'Now or Never' from Julie and The Phantoms. I hear a genuine laugh from Elijah, when I turn around to look at Elijah I catch my reflection in the mirror, and I see two fluffy white Wolf ears on top of my head.

OMG what the hell, hide, hide!!!!

I use my transmogrification power (A/N this power is creating objects out of thin air) and I give myself a bucket hat to cover them. I immediately stop dancing and run to the bathroom connected to the room, obviously confusing Elijah fully. I lock the door and stare at my reflection in the mirror I try to focus on getting rid of them, but I couldn't.

Every white wolf has a slight difference to everyone else that shows that they are white wolves, but they are always small so that it can be hidden but two fucking wolf ears on my head is very noticeable and extremely hard to hide. My mum has white eyes my dad and my brother have tattoos and I have.. Wolf ears.

What the hell.         

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