Alpha Elijah's Transgender Mate (On Hold)

18. "Let's go"

This has some words in it that may effect peoples gender dysphoria if they experience from it, just a warning here!

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"Don't talk nonsense Tate it will be fine" he says brushing it off.

This is it we're going to die.

Definitely.

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Yesterday I nearly had multiple breakdowns and now Elijah is trying to pull me out of the warmth and comfort of the bed that is now my home to go get a tailored suit.

"Come on Tate just get up otherwise you won't have a suit for your celebration tomorrow" Elijah complains trying to pull me out of the bed.

"Omg you're right that would be awful!" I say sarcastically "Good thing I don't want to go though."

"You don't mean that Tate" he says getting a bit upset.

"Yes I do Elijah because you have all this faith in your pack that they will accept me, along with you just wanting to out me to them! When I don't trust that they will act positively. So, just leave me alone!" I say finally getting upset again rolling over as tears rolls across my face.

"Ok" he says walking out a little upset, I don't think he actually understood anything I was saying. A knock sounded at the bedroom door a few minutes later.

"I said leave me alone Elijah!" I sulk but the door opened anyways.

"Good thing it is me Luna" my brother says jokingly from behind me, I roll over to face him and feel guilty when I see that he has bruises on his arms.

"W-was that me?" I whisper out, he looks down and shrugs. "Yeah but it's okay they didn't hurt."

I just continue crying, he quickly comes over and holds me into his side comforting me.

"Shh, it's not your fault it's just Elijah being dumb you need you powers in control before you can learn fighting. I promise Mum, Dad and me are going to help train you in secret so that you'll learn better in fighting and so you also don't lose you temper as much in battle" he calmly says continuing to hug me.

"Really" I say turning all puppy like.

"Of course, Tate we all honestly worry and care about you. We want to set you up for success, like we're all going into war we need to look after family" he says getting serious, that makes my mood turn serious and get out of bed with my oversized hoodie on.

"Mum and Dad aren't going to fight" I say to Anthoney, he turns to me a little shocked.

"Why? We need them" he says questioning my reasoning.

"Exactly Anthoney we NEED them, they have to stay behind the last thing we need is to be worrying about our parents. I know you can handle yourself, but mum and dad aren't as good as they used to be, and I can't lose them when I'm going to need them most." I say starting use power in my voice, maybe a bit too much when Anthoney starts bowing his head submitting, I take a calming breath and continue.

"I'm sorry Anthoney I didn't mean to make you submit I just hope you understand where I'm coming from I didn't even want you there, but I knew that I would need the extra power." I say worrying about the war again. Anthoney gets up walking over to me and puts a hand on my shoulder.

"Anything for my brother" he says pulling me into a calming hug.

"Thank you" I say into his chest pulling away. We stay in comfortable silence as I move around the room looking for some comfy pants.