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Friends and family stood by a river.Prim mom held onto her urn, and Averys dad held onto her urn.I was crying so bad as I watched.Golden glances up at me with tears in his eyes.I glanced back down at him as tears dropped from my eyes.Prince wraps his arms around me. "Ashes to ashes , dust to dust" Prim and Averys ashes was scattered across the river.I dropped to my knees and sobbed.Prince held me up.I cried so bad in his arms. +A MONTHS LATER+ |CHRISTMAS EVE| ~NYC~
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I slipped on my ice skates and glared at the empty skating rink.I glanced up at the sky and stepped on the ice.I begin to skate all across the ice.I was having flashbacks of when me and Prim was kids ice skating across this beautiful rink.The cold breeze hit my face as I skated all around the rink.I was jumping, spinning and doing all sorts of beautiful tricks.Suddenly I see a little person skating towards me.It was Silver.Tears fell from my face, as she smiles at me.I took her hand and we skated all across the ice together.I spun her around, she does a little jump and lands perfectly on her feet.She giggles , I giggled.I suddenly picked her up, she was flying in the sky.Her little face lit up with the biggest smile, as she glares into my eyes.I glared up at her as I swung her around.It was like the world was moving in slow motion.Her big beautiful brown eyes was twinkling in the moonlight.She was so beautiful, she was my baby girl, my daughter.I held her in my arms as I skated across the ice. "I love you mommy" "I love you too my beautiful baby girl"
Me and Silver sat on a bench as we ate vanilla ice cream cones.She licks her cone and giggles. "Is it good" ? "Yes mommy" "That's good love" "Mommy" ? "Yes baby" ? "I wanna be a ice skater when I grow up" "You can be anything you want, whatever you put your mind to , you do it , and you be the best at it, you always be on top, don't you ever let any other woman be better than you, you are Silver Joy Adams , and you be the baddest bitch,and dont take shit from no MF body, remember that, okay" ? "Otay mommy" "Good girl, and don't you ever let a man run over you and treat you like your less than, you are a beautiful black Queen, and you deserve everything, not the world, you don't want the world, the world can be a very fucked up place, and it's never fair, so you know what you gotta do? you take whatever you want, you don't ask permission, that's how you get by in life" "Otay mommy" "I wanna see you with a rich man, that's gonna provide and love you , but always remember you don't need a man , because you can do all bad by yourself, but when do you get one, you let him know you you got your own money, but if he wanna spend his money , let him , but he always know you can hold yours and you don't need his ass" She glares at me. "And don't give ya body to any man , before you do , you better truly love and trust him, just don't fuck anybody, because child it's some dead beat no good nothings out here , that don't mean no good, and they only want one thing, so don't be easy...you understand"? "No mommy" I smiled "I know , but you will one day, we gonna have these kind of talks all the time until your grown, but I'm telling you now because fuck sugar coating, it's best to educate and inform you now" She continues to lick her ice cream cone. "I know your hormones gonna start , and puberty gonna hit you like a ton of bricks, I gotta teach about periods , and all that, Cuz it's no joke once all that start, you see some cute li boy you like in middle middle school, and boom you gotta crush on him, and here comes puberty sneaking in , it's a roller coaster ride" "Mommy" ? "Yes baby" ? "What putery"? "It's Puberty, say Pu" "Pu" "Ber" "Ber" "Te" "Te" "Now say it together" "Pu ber te" "Yes good job" ! I high five her. "Look at you already learning, so Puberty is something that happens when your a little bit older around 9 years old, physical changes starts to happen on your body, and you begin to go threw mood swings, and you begin to have more mature thoughts, and your hormones start up , which can cause you to think about sex from time to time" "What tex" ? "Sex is something that older people do, it usually starts when people are teens in reality..well sometimes, not all the time, but it's usually something that's done by adults, but I'm not gonna sit up here and say just adults do it , Cuz that's bullshit and everybody knows it but anyways , any more questions" "What's a Pp? Is that what daddy has" ? I grinned "it's a nickname for the male private part" "Daddy has tat" ? "Yeah daddy do and Golden; they have the same thing, just like you and me have the same time, we have female parts" She giggles. "Pemale parts" I chuckled. "Well that's enough for today, I think we better head back to the hotel to see if daddy and Golden finished putting up the Christmas tree" "Otay mommy" I wiped her sticky mouth, washed her hands, and we hopped in the car and headed back to the hotel.
