Hidden Glimpse of Goodnight (ON-GOING)

PHASE 09

"WHY are you always kissing me? Are we together? As far as i remember kev , walang tayo para magkaroon ka ng rason para halikan ako", madiing ani ko.

Instead of answering me. He just hugged me softly and kissed my temple. "Don't you like my kisses,babe?" Anito sa malagkit na boses.

Shit. Sexy. What the fuck?!

"Kev..", parang nauubusang hanging ani ko.

"Yes , babe?" Sagot nito at hinalikan ulit ako sa noo. I am already addicted to his kisses on my forehead.

"Answer me please. Tayo ba?", i asked nervously. Para akong lalaking nanliligaw dito and finally asking his girl to make us official.

Ano ba tong pinagsasasabi ko. Mygod seya!

"Do you want us to?" He asked instead.

What?!

What the fuck?!

I need to held my breathe and work my mind off. Baka nga may girlfriend na sya tapos nilalandi niya lang ako. Thats hella hectic.

Ayoko sa sabit and besides .. i don't think Gomez-Consuazon's likes someone like kev. They don't do 'Lower-leveled people'. But for me, in an honest opinion, everyone is fair.

Hindi mo kailangan ng trabahong hindi mo naman gusto para lang masabing mataas ka, para lang mangmaliit ka ng iba.

You study to  learn the process of achieving your goals not to impress the Hoes. 

"No. Kev, Ganyan kaba sa lahat? Co'z you know, truth to be told, you are still a stranger to me. A stranger that.. i don't know if where should i start remembering you co'z you said that i need to. Kev, alalahanin mong kakakilala ko lang sayo , you may know me but i don't know you." Paglalabas ko ng emosyon ko.

I admit. I like it when he made me feel like i am his queen but i can't be , if things are still blurry. I don't totally know him and he's like a important part of my life that i can't rename.

I like the way he made me feel safe in his arms but not my pride and ego. Ayoko nang ganun na parang hindi manlang ako nirerespeto bilang babae na hindi ko nga siya kasintahan pero ganito na siya saakin.