Yandre Nagito x Hajime

Jokes ❤️

Hajime's Pov

Authors Note - 🍋 means smut and ❤️ means fluff, this chapter I will try to put fluff just so this whole book has an overarching story.

"Can I fuck you?"

"W-what!?", did I just say what I think I said, I stared at him for a long time before I stood back up.

"Just kidding", I said with a smirk, I really only said that just to cover up what I said to him just now. He looked relived but also kinda upset, which confused me a little.

"Well we should probably get to sleep" I said breaking the silence, he just nodded and we both laid back down, before I knew it I had fallen asleep.

—————————Time Skip —————————

When I opened my eyes I could see white hair in front of my face, it was tickling my nose which almost made me sneeze. I was about to freak out, but then I remembered what had happened last night. I looked down and saw how he was laying against my chest, he looked so cute when sleeping, wait huh!? What am I talking about, never mind I should probably get ready for the day.

I stood up carefully and quickly got dressed as soon as I finished i noticed Nagito had just gotten up, he stared at me for a bit then sat up. He then said "good morning hajime" with a smile like he always does, I smiled back then started to head for the door. Nagito quickly got ready and joined me on the way to breakfast.

As soon as we arrived at breakfast Chiaki have Nagito a long glare then proceeded to walk up to me, "hello hajime how are you?", "o-oh I'm doing good" it was really uncomfortable. She then took me by the hand and dragged me to where she was sitting and got up to get me breakfast. She then sat down and we started to eat our breakfast together, I looked at Nagito and he seemed a little irritated. I stood up to try and sit by him but Chiaki stopped me, I tried to get her to let go but she seemed determined to get me to stay. I sighed and sat back down accepting my defeat, I continued to chat with Chiaki for a while but when I finished my breakfast I left. She looked upset but I still Continued to walk away, I went to look for Nagito and eventually found him by the ocean like always. "It's a little early for you to be by the ocean" I said. "O-oh yeah" he said like he was upset with somthing, I was a little curious so I asked him if something was wrong.

He just stared at me then said "Nothings wrong just an upset stomach" which was such an obvious lie. "Cmon Nagito we both know that's a lie, he stared at me surprised then said " Just personal issues" which I assume is not a lie.

I then proceeded to make small talk with him and made him chuckle a few times, he seemed pretty happy ever since I came over here so that made me a little happy too. Before I knew it, it was already getting dark so I said my goodbyes and left, I felt bad but I was feeling a little tired and didn't feel to good and I wasn't sure why.

TW : If you are not comfortable with blood, self harm, or any form of cutting I suggest you skip this part.

As soon as I reached my cabin I felt the urge to throw up, I rushed to the toilet and started to puke, but I noticed it was blood. I started to panic but didn't wanna make anyone worry so I just let my body do its thing and continued to watch blood sprout out of my body. Soon enough I felt nacious but that was when it finally stopped. I felt ashamed just for being a burden if I went to Mikan about this, I noticed a pair of scissors on top of my shelf and grabbed it before I knew it I was cutting into my skin. It filled me with joy whenever just the tiniest bit of blade went into my skin, I finished only because just a little more and I could've died.

Before I knew what was happening I was passed out on the ground. I heard a knock on my door and remembered I forgot to lock my door, I couldn't really see much but I could see a bit. I saw the door open and noticed the long white hair, he stared for a bit and looked shocked, he then sprinted toward me begging me to stay awake. I tried my best, but before I knew it my eyes just closed on their own and everything went dark...

I apologize for not updating sooner, exams have been a hassle and motivation itself has just been low. I will try to update as son as possible, I tried to make this chapter interesting but u apologize if it wasn't.
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-Author Chan