Bewitched

Chapter 55

Mohit's POV

I was getting attracted to her more and more. I loved every single minute of that honeymoon trip. I had her with me all the time. She was so sweet and had this childlike innocence. Her innocence and sweetness were luring me to her. I was thinking about her all the time.

I was conscious of the fact that she was absolutely innocent and I have not even kept track, how many people have I had a relationship with till now. 

Whenever I held her to click those pictures, I felt something that was a very strong force. It had to be more than just physical attraction. I was tempted to go ahead and tempt her too to sample the physical pleasures. But I controlled my emotions every single time.

Oh, God ! Please help me... She was too naive. I didn't want her to feel that I was trying to trap her in this marriage. She was so sweet to even consider helping me. And she was doing it better than me.

I had to tell her everything about myself but..... I didn't know, how.

I had blocked Robin but he kept calling me from different numbers.

He sent me more texts -

* Enough is enough Mohit, what was that?? You can't break up like this... Talk to me.

* This is not fair... You are mine... Mine alone... You can't marry anyone.

* Don't you dare ditch me for a girl. I would not let you live peacefully ever after. I love you and you are mine. But if you chose someone else over me... I would not let you enjoy your life either.

* I will expose you in front of your precious parents... If you are not mine... I would not anyone else claim you.

* Imagine what would be the reaction of your parents?? Your Dadi and mom won't be able to survive... What about your dad and sister?? 

* I would give all the evidence to prove our relationship. Would your wife love you after that?? I am sure you would not tell her about us?? Don't worry jaan, I will do the honours. Anything for you love...

I was not scared for myself. I was ok, with me being bisexual. I mean, what was the problem if I had a relationship with both men and women?

I was not at all ashamed about it. I can easily accept it in front of any friend or stranger. But my family would have problems... Was it a crime that I loved my family??

It was not the first time I thought about telling it to them for once and for all. But I was born in that family, I knew them and their believes more than anyone else. They would die of shock.

And Srusti !!! What was her fault?? She was just trying to help me... I wanted her in my life but would she accept me with my whole truth?

I was falling for her, I could only promise her about the future that there would be no one else but her but I could not change the past.

She would definitely be hurt to know that I hid such important facts from her. I should have told her everything in the beginning only.

What if I fell completely in love with her and she leaves me and never talks to me again?? What if Robin tries to hurt her physically or emotionally??

I would not him do anything to her physically but I would not be able to control the emotional hurts.

So I was trying to keep myself away from her as much as I could. I could not fall for her... It would not be good for her, for us.

That day when a few friends of mine saw me at the airport in Paris, I got nervous as they were aware of my relationship with Robin. I didn't want them to think that I was on a vacation with her. So I told them that she was a fellow fashion designer who came to join a workshop.