Feitan Portor

sleep

You knock on shizukus door
Hey you said um before you can say another word shizuku got up confused then got red and blurted were done you know

and obviously you're moving quickly with feitan
you get red

No I um
Shizuku:I really care about feitan and what happen with the last girl I just don't ever want him to go through something like that she says while starting to make her bed

y/n:actually that's what I wanted to ask about I guess sakura ?

Shizuku quickly brings u close to her very close her breath was hitting your neck

Shizuku:she like betrayed him

y/n:um she cheated ? aw poor fei and he really loved her huh that's all

all of a sudden you feel a dark nen in the room

No that's not all hisoka says she betrayed the phantom troupe

All of a sudden you get taken away quickly it was feitan he was angry
slow down you yelled

he pushed you into the room and then pushes you against the wall

you start to panick thinking hes really mad

Fei :smh why were you so close to shizuku and why was hisoka in there and why were you guys talking about

um

you played dumb "who"

her fei says sadly

jealousy starts to flush in all over your body who you yelled sakura

feitan gets suprised

feis pov(is she mad why is she mad I should be mad )

you know what you said

what what what fei says

get out you clearly still like her I don't know go hurry leave me alone get out of the room please you said

feitan goes with tears in his eyes

wait you said he leaves very quickly

you lay on the bed feeiling so much regret

time goes on feitan haven't came or anything even though you guys share a room

you wanted to talk to shizuku you knocked and came in fast asleep she was you start to think about the nice times she meant everything to you but how she hated you

yes she may talk to me you think but you know she despises you
as you were gonna leave you see a short figure in bed with her

it was feitan

you know that it wasn't a bad tention so you didn't really care but you wish it was feitan in bed with you wanting you're comfort

but it couldn't you were the one who made him like this

you start to feel even more guilt you go back to your room and start to cry as you cry you start to realize you are breathing super fast not a normal rate

you were hyperventilating you felt empty you start thinking of your past which makes it way worse

you felt like you were dying but knew it was ok since this would happen a lot when you were younger

you start to control your breathing and then felt some powerful nen but before you had got into shizukus room you had taken a sleeping pill

you felt someone get in bed and start to hug you but before you could find out who it was you knocked out

Feitan:Shes kinda dramatic but it's fine yes y/n I can fall in love with you

feitan turns off the light and start to rub your head and he slowly sleeps