I am affected.
A bit hurt by how she called me her soulmate, and how she said she'd love me in a different way. I didn't believe you before, and it's proven that you were just saying it because you were hurt. Not because you loved me. That's why I have been hostile, subconsciously. I didn't even realize. Maybe I did, but whatever. Hell, I still can't remember a lot of things after the nightmares. And now that you found someone to be there for you to help you, I can't help but feel a little bit hurt and happy for you, all at the same time.
I am affected.
A bit hurt by how she was so insensitive and selfish, wanting me to heal on her terms. God, I don't want this anymore. That's why I have been distant, cold and unavailable. Because I can't seem to tolerate anything much after those nightmares.
