Gone Wrong (Kenma Kozume) Haikyuu

Capter 30

The 5th time I heard myself sighed as I stared at my work. I silently massaged my head and closed my eyes as I tried to concentrate. I glance at it once again trying to think of what I should added more.

I wanted it to be normal, don't like to have a lots of abstracts... I wanted it to be elegant, relaxing yet basic. This is gonna be hard...

I lightly stroke my brush, trying to give a lighter color on the sky. I smiled once my hand keep stroking as it emphasize the outlines and slowly giving life to the paint. I stared at my work, smiling once again when slowly it shows its beauty. The combination of wide violet, pink orange sky, the sunset that's been making everyone relaxed... and that couple in the middle of the water...

Kenma...

My hand stopped immediately as that name came up to my mind, looking at the cute couple that's looking right now at sunset. What the-

I quickly shook my head and stood up, trying to get away from my discontinuous painting.

"The fuck..." I mumbled as I covered my mouth with my hand. What the hell? Why did I thought of that? Why did I thought that's me and- no... NO! Am I delusional or just a dumb girl!

My hand started to shaken as my mind starting to invade by Kenma's face. No... NO!

I shook my head intensely trying to get rid of Kenma. I glanced automatically at my work and huffed frustratingly. "It's all your damn fault..." I said pertaining to my painting... Damn it! Frustratingly, I gripped tightly to my hair and messed it up.

What the hell did I thought of him in the first place? Am I being punished for being stupid and immature for what I have done in the past or maybe because of what I did to him in the reunion?

My thoughts have been stopped as my eyes went to my desktop, ringing as someone calling me right now. Oh great, a distraction.

"Yup?" I smiled as my cousin's face showed in the monitor with the grimed face.

(you looklike a hobo...) he said to me in direct. This shit... (What's with the smiling face? It's disgusting couz..) He simply said making me frowned in annoyance. (Why are you smiling anyway? It's annoying-)

"Do you want to know what's more annoying, stupid?" I asked him. "We went to the club yesterday and Kenma sent me home.."

(And? That's annoying?)

"He thought you are my boyfriend."

Rintarou's face right now say's it all. His knitted forehead , smug face trying to process everything. (ew...) I laugh loudly as I heard him say that. I know he will be all disgusted by the thoughts of that. (That's... That's the most disgusting thing I've ever heard...)

"I know right." I said in between of my laugh."But don't worry, I've already told him the truth."

(Why? It's way more fun if until now he's still thinking that disgusting thing.) He said making me laugh. (Whatcha doing anyway? You look like a mess right now.)

"Painting.." I said as I showed him my unfinished canvass. "I'm actually in the middle of it but I don't know how to continue it... something's lacking..."

(Maybe an inspiration?) I slowly looked at him boringly, trying to process what he just said to me... Does it really look like it lacks some inspiration? (Speaking of inspiration, I' m actually with the boys right now.)

Right after he said that, A giddy Atsumu appeared behind his back, all smiley and cheerful. (RINRIN! How's mah favorite girl doing?!) I can't helped but to smile at this dork.