Gone Wrong (Kenma Kozume) Haikyuu

Chapter 8

My eyes hurt as I opened them. I looked around, noticing all the managers have already went first already which made me all alone right now in the room. I cant believe it... I am late just because I cried to so hard yesterday.

Maybe the other managers noticed how I cried so bad yesterday and my eyes are swollen that's why they didn't wake me up...

I fixed my futon and went to the bathroom to do my daily routine. I sighed as finished washing my face and stared at myself in the mirror.

My eyes are swollen...

If they noticed it, I'll just make an excuse...

I tied my hair and went straight to the gym. I peeked my head inside and saw our team."I'm sorry I'm late coach."

"It's ok Rin... " He said as he scanned my face. "are you ok?" I blinked for a second before I nod my head. I bowed to them and did my work.

I glanced at the score board. Karasuno and our team is having a match right now. 16 – 18... Our team is on the lead. After an hour of a game, Hinata blocked Yamamoto's spike but it went out which made us won.

"diving drills!" Karasuno's captain shouted as they began to do the punishment. The boys are all exhausted as they wiped their sweats and looked at the other matches also.

"Good game." I said in a low tone, that made them looked at me with a big eyes.

"Oh God! You're here!" Yamamoto shouted enthusiastically as he saw me today. I quietly nod my head and distribute them their tumblers. They all looked at me weirdly as I distribute their tumbler, not being hyper nor active in the morning.

Lastly, my eyes went to Kenma who is already staring at me. I immediately looked away and coughed fakely as I reached him his tumbler.

He looked at it for a while before he touched and just hold it... he didn't let go.

"Are you ok?" He finally asked. I glanced at him before nodding my head.

"Yeah..." I said as I let go of the tumbler and distribute them their towels. I can still feel their eyes on me but I can't tell them... Yaku sat on the bench near me as he stared at me while drinking on his tumbler.

"did something happened to you Rin?"

"What do you mean?" I asked still not looking at him.

"Your eyes are swollen..." He stated making me stop.

I cant tell them... not right now...

I looked at him and smiled "I watched some drama yesterday... that's why...." I answered before leaving them and talked to the coach.

I don't want to talk to them... I don't want to share my pain because I might lose it. I might cry everything to them and I don't want them to pity me. I don't want them to be sad...

Even we were eating lunch, I kept catching their eyes looking at me, even the managers... staring at me like they want to know what exact happened to me yesterday.

"I'll go first..." I said to them and smiled not telling them anything anymore before leaving our table.

I went back to our classroom, where managers are staying and took my bag and painting tools. I remember I need to finish the paintings I will give to everyone before we went today in Tokyo.

But I stopped at my tracks when I saw Kenma outside the classroom, leaning at the wall like he's waiting for me.

He stand straight when he noticed me looking at him, went towards me and looked at my face.