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•DUNMININU•"Dunmininu, I didn't take you for such a stupid person, you kissed someone or she kissed you whatever. Then your girlfriend walks in on you guys and she walks off. Your stupid brain didn't tell you to go after her?" Bassey snapped and i felt more stupid than I was already feeling.
"Guy, you don't get. Everything happened so fast and before I knew it she ran away. I didn't even know where she went to" I tried to defend myself but the glare Bassey was shooting me shut me up instantly.
"If not that I love you and Gbemi's ship, I won't even be offering you this advice. Call her, take her somewhere private and discuss this. Tell her every fucking thing including the whole Tofunmi saga. Give her time and prove to her you love her, let's hope forgives your dumb ass" Bassey shrugged before standing up from the bench and dusting his trousers.
Bassey's idea made sense but how do I tell her everything? I feel like I'm going to dig a deeper hole for myself but i think that's the smartest option. If I continue lying to her, when she finds out the truth, it's going to be so worse.
I walked towards her class with my heart beating so fast. I don't even want public embarrassment or worse she should just air the fuck out of me.
"Babe, can we talk outside for a moment?" I asked the moment I got to her seat area and I watched her squeeze the pen before looking around. She stood up from the seat and she walked outside with a neutral face.
Oh boy, that neutral look scared the shit out of me.
She walked to the remedial block and I was grateful that at least she decided to give us some privacy. I can't imagine the whole of BHS finding out what happened. Especially Godwin, he will be heartbroken to the core.
"What have you got to say, tell me more lies?" She asked and I sighed. I don't even know where to start from and I'm scared already.
"Gbemi, I want to tell you the truth. I know I hurt you a lot that's why I've decided to come clean to you. If you break up with me afterwards, I'd know I deserve it for being a douche.
Me and Tofunmi have always have a thing for each other since our junior school days and we agreed to date in senior school as per we didn't want everyone carrying different rumors about us. When we got to SS1, Godwin transferred to our school and they were seat partners plus I resumed late again.
She was already dating Godwin and I was still thinking we had a chance together. I was shocked when I found out the news and I confronted her. She told me she's sorry for going back on her words but she loved Godwin more than she has ever loved anyone. I was pained but I didn't show it. I worked hard to lay my foundation of being BHS headboy.
During the third term break, she came to my house and she talked about dumping Godwin for me stuffs like that. We got involved and we made out plenty times in my house.
After resuming this SS3, I found out she lied because Godwin wasn't around and they've not broken up. I felt stupid and I agreed to stay away from her forever.
Crystal told me about you and I felt like it was a perfect opportunity to get over Tofunmi with another person. I swear Gbemi,the intention wasn't to hurt you and I just realized how much I love you. Gbemi please give us another chance" I pleaded and she stared out of the window. She had this faraway look on her face. She was smiling and the way the smile looked so sad sent daggers to my heart. I wish I wasn't the cause of all this.
"I don't know what to say. No, I'm not breaking up with you at least not now. I just need space to rethink our relationship. If we are meant to be, then we will be" She turned around and she walked away leaving me rooted to the spot. My heart shattered into pieces at each step she took away from me, I felt like pulling her back and promising to fix everything.
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•JESUGBEMI•"Crystal, can we talk for a moment outside?" I asked as soon as we got to the hostel. I didn't know what made me want to find out what really happened. Maybe it's the fact that i thought we were friends or the fact that she actually knew about the whole thing and she didn't tell me.
We walked outside together and she smiled. I felt like scratching the smile off her face but that's not necessary. I'm way too calm for everything that I'm going through right now.
"Did you or did you not know about Dunmininu using me ro get over senior Tofunmi?" I asked in a calm voice and I noticed the way her eyes widened in shock and I got my answer there.
"To be honest, I knew about it. But I couldn't bring myself to tell you because i was scared of hurting you" She replied and I nodded my head before heading inside to remove my uniform and sleep. I'm not going to let any of this get to me.
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