Chapter 34

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JH's pov*

All I could do is ignore those disgusting noises...

"Wha-.... sss" I heard a tiny groan leading with a painful hiss and felt something moved in my palm.

"Yoongi!!!" I beam from happiness

"Wha- what's going on?" He asked and then looked at my direction

"Why is it you?" Hatred filling the room

After Jin and Namjoon left us Yoongi had woken up to the sounds of moans, they were subtle but not so much.

"Yoongi, I know how much you hate me right now but please-"

"You know and yet you have the guts to sit in front of me huh? Tsk I must applaud you" the male said with sarcasm flowing through his voice

"I'm sorry Yoongi" I said still holding his hand. Normally we would have been jumping and yelling at each other by now but this was different I could feel the guilt spreading through my veins...at this point I couldn't think of anything but cry- cry because I let the one man that I truly love down, to think he was the one in my nightmare all this time being abused by my 'replacement'...the guilt couldn't stop rushing through my mind as I sat there pondering on the state Yoongi was in and it was all because I left that day. "I'm so sorry" I added...it was all I could say

"Cough* Can you please leave?"

"No, I can't"

"Fine, then unhand me" with that said I slid both of my palms from his cold one and watched as he place it on his stomach, turning his head to the opposite direction and drifted off to sleep...my presence was worthless to him.

--morning*

"Hobi, you shouldn't be like this you need proper rest"

"I can't hyung not when knowing the fact that he completely hates me...I'll stay until he at least recovers"

"He doesn't hate you Hope, if Namjoon-ahh can understand the situation I'm sure he could too"

"No hyung, you don't get it" and he didn't. He didn't know what I had put Yoongi through, all the pain, to feel unloved and locked up in a small dark room constantly being hurt physically and mentally, the feeling of being tormented by thoughts that would devour his mind, all this and all he could do was act normal and okay in front of everyone...I had caused that. It wasn't just going to be a horrible memory it was going to be a scar- a scar caused by acid and that acid was me 'Jung Hoseok'.

Three days later*
NJ'S pov*

"Hey" I said as I turned to my right flashing a dimple smile at him. He was staring at every passing clouds

"No need to feel sorry Namjoon, I'm not a sick child so don't act all sympathetic and shit"

"I know man but I wanna talk to you about something" I said leaning my head back as we chat

"If it's about him save it" he still wasn't turning towards me

"I just wanna get it off my chest"

"By putting it on my chest? No thanks"
I chuckled at his remark

I tried talking to him about Seokjin and Hoseok's situation but it didn't faze him one bit..he was already hating the male, his heart was already cold as ice and the only person to melt that ice is definitely Hoseok.

"Alright alright let's not talk about that piece of trash" I said then he finally turned looking up to me dead in the eyes... it was as if I pushed something...maybe, I don't know a button? I smirked...

"Let's go home bud"

....

"Hyung, Jungk- ohhh you brought visitors" there it was, the life of being annoyed every second of the day

"What's wrong with Jungkook?" I asked so he could continue

"Uhh noth- I FOUND IT JIMIN!" we heard as we all turned our heads to the left to see a boy running down the stairs but quickly halt as shocked filled his eyes

"Taetae!!"

"Jinnie!!" They ran to each other crying non stop...

The reunion went on till night, it was as if the past two years had never happened and the day we all we're supposed to meet was never canceled, we had dinner and catch onto everyone's story...except Hoseok and Yoongi, they still weren't in good terms but when Hoseok said his part Yoongi's ears were all perked up, I knew he still had feelings for him but he just couldn't wrap his mind around all that's happened, it was too much and I can understand that...

"Namjoon-ah" I turned my head to Seokjin and leaned in to him

"Sure" I responded to his request...

"Guys we're heading out for a while, Hobi, please take Yoongi home"

"I can go by myself" yoongi retorted

"Please let me take you"

Yoongi looked at Hoseok for a few long seconds "Whatever"
......

"It looks the exact same"

"Well I have been taking care of it" I said flashing a dimple smile "I come here whenever I miss you and feel down"

"Ohh I'm thinking everyday?"

"No, more like once a month" I teased

We walked around the apartment as I watched him slide his palm over the furniture recollecting the past

"I'm sorry it took so long Namjoon-ah"

"It could have been longer" I said earning a smile from him

"I remember when Hoseok would be in the other room and we'd talk to each other ignoring the wall" he laughed as we entered his room

He then turned his attention to me as I watched him closed the gap between us and wrapped his arms around my waist resting his head on my chest "I miss you"

I hugged him back, he was finally back into my arms "I've missed you too"

Our lips meet as I cupped his cheek. The kiss was warm and slow, there was no rush and no lust, it was simply filled with love, the type of love we had yearn for these fast two years..

I guided him to the bed and slowly lay him down then hovered over him continuing the kiss.

Our foreheads braced as we shared the same air, the tears on his cheeks were visible

"Iloveyou Jin"

He smiled "Iloveyou too Joon"

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