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Chapter 3

NJ's pov*

Jimin and I are currently on the floor in front of Jungkook's room. People would pass by and look at us with a sympathetic or a disgusted look on their faces, ohh how I wanted to scare them off and watch them running like the bitches they are but I just couldn't at the moment, I hate it when people stare, I don't care why I just hate it.

I decided to carry Jimin in my arms back to his room and talk to him. I figured he'd listen since him and Jungkook always listens to me without talking back or so fort, and he did. I laid him down, covered him and sat besides him. His eyes were red and puffy I've never seen either of them in this state and I was scared.

I started to comfort him by rubbing his head and talking about how things would be and changed from now on, he was listening keenly and catching up really well. I don't know what's it like to lose someone so important but I can understand since I watch movies and learnt that life has to go on. I then started to tell him about Jungkook and how he would have a harder time than both of us and he understood how important it was to protect our baby bunny, I admire the small bean for being this understanding he's hurting but also understanding where I was going. He was listening and humming to whatever I was saying and after a while of talking he drifted off to sleep. I patted his blond hair and gave him a peck on his forehead and made my way back to my own room.

When I opened my room door I stood and stared at the bed, I didn't want to lay there so I made my way to the top floor.

Exiting the elevator I walked down the hall to the last door, opened it and saw a few stairs and another door. I went up and unexpectedly the door was opened leading to the top of the building, are they stupid leaving the door open? It's a damn hospital for damn sake there's many depressed suicidal bitches here that wants to throw themselves overboard, not that I'm one of them pftt...suicide huh? I am having a rough time but I've never had the thought of committing suicide and I'm hoping I never will.

The sun was giving no mercy. I didn't had my watch or phone on me so I guessed it was around 1pm or so since we left home around 8 this morning and was in the hospital for a while...who knows?

I closed the door behind me and was looking for a spot to sit there was no bench or so maybe people don't really come up here. (Of course at the top wasn't just a flat clear view 360°)...I walked around and saw the wall giving off a shadow and went to sit thinking about how to handle things from here, all the responsibilities were given to me now. I'm only 20, I'm only a college student, was I suppose to drop college and work now? Or continue with a part time job? Our parents never wanted us to work so I have no experience or so out in the real world but now I have to try, of course I won't let my two babies work they need to finish high school and attend college if I have to sacrifice my college life for them I really wouldn't mind but will I have a good paying job without a degree or certificates or so? Am I really given the job as a parent right now? Am I really gonna give up all my dreams right now? That I wouldn't mind either I'd give up anything for my brothers...dammit...i looked in the sky asking them only one question repeatedly 'why?'

I brought my knees to my chest hugging them and started to cry. After a few minutes I heard the door opened and closed I didn't really care but because I'm a man and 'men aren't supposed to cry' I decided to clean and fix myself before someone sees me looking like a deadass vampire in broad daylight but just not in the sun at the moment...

After a few minutes I didn't hear back the door opening and closing which meant that someone was still on the roof along with me...I thought about someone jumping off and how I'm gonna be seen as a witness and since I don't want that at the moment I got my self up and headed towards the door.

When I was about to make a turn by the corner I bumped into someone making the person fall backwards and landed on their ass letting out a loud groan, the male got up rubbing his ass and just... blew up?

"Yahhh!!! Watch where you're going you dumb piece of shit!"