Gainers Paradise

The Realization: Part 4

POV Raina

I had just gotten home from work, ready to go to the gym when I saw him. He was on the couch eating a burger so sloppily I didn't even recognize him. Mcdonalds wrappers were all around him, he didn't even make an effort to put them on the floor. I was confused, and I should- the old me would have- been mad at him for being such...a pig. But I wasn't, all I wanted to do was cuddle up next to him and join him in his gluttony.

"Hey, I'm home...I guess I don't have to make dinner then."

"Yeah, sorry, I just got hungry. But I saved you some!" He said, excitedly as he ruffled through the empty wrappers. "It's in here somewhere...well i guess I must've accidentally eaten both of ours." I could tell he was getting embarrassed, so I went over to him.

"Hey, it's fine, I have a leftover salad in the fridge anyway." He smiled back. I liked this new version of Owen, he wasn't so uptight and concerned about his health. He was never vain, but I could always see the resentment in his eyes when he would stare in the mirror, internally nit-picking every little imperfection. I was just glad to see him happy, especially with his body now. As I opened the fridge I glanced over at him, I couldn't help but stare at his beautiful stomach, now peaking out from under his shirt, as he watched T.V. he tried to pull it down a few times, but it just kept riding up because of the tightness. He caught me looking a split second before I could avert my glance,

"You good?"

I was blushing extra hard now, "Yeah hehe sorry...Whatcha watching?"

I sat down next to him as I spooned the plain crunchy lettuce into my mouth. My hips were against his midsection and I could feel his softness. It felt so nice. I contemplated rubbing his belly, but I decided not to weird him out. As much as I loved this new version of Owen, I also liked the new side of me that was starting to come out. I had never really thought about having a partner who isn't conventionally attractive- and Owen definitely still is- but It was almost refreshing to let go and love the parts of him that most would deem unworthy. While we were watching the movie Goodfellas, I imagined what it would be like to stuff myself to capacity just like Owen had. Even better, gorge with him.