Don't Go... {A KuroKen Fanfic}

-Chapter 17-

The room he led me into was huge. The antique furniture was perfectly carved, making intricate details along the armrests of the chair. A giant bed was centered in the room, its red sheets hanging beautifully off the edge. Then I realized... What was I doing here?

Everything was spinning due to my confusion taking over.

(TW!!!!: Sexual assault/rape! I will make note of where it ends so you can skip this part 😅 I dont go into ANY detail abt what actually happens bc I wasnt comfortable with writing something as awful and graphic as that, so its implied. Thank you for understanding)

The man unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his rippling abs. I started to panic. What was I going to do...

"Clothes off. Now." He demanded. I was shaking really badly when he said that. This was it. Im going to die....

I slowly slipped off my shirt, not taking my eyes off the wooden floor. I felt a tear fall down my cheek as I did so. My hands were shaking so much I could barely get my clothes off.

"Please dont do this..." I begged quietly, now sobbing. He chuckled.

"Oh but the fun has just begun...." He cackled as he pulled me closer. "You're all mine~"

I saw the loaded gun sitting on his nightstand.

I had to make myself obey his commands. It was the only thing keeping me alive. I was hurtimg but he didnt care. All he wanted was my body...

Why did it have to be me...

I feel so dirty.

I hate myself.

I shouldnt have let it happen.

What will Kuroo say?

I opened my eyes, seeing my hands still bound by the rope he tied the night before. My back ached, my head was pulsating. I could feel his body heat radiating off of him as he laid next to me. I held back my tears and stayed silent until he let me go.

(End of TW)

"See you later, Kenma~" he said as he handed me off to one of his body guards. The bodyguard had a tight grip around my arm as he dragged me down the hallway. I felt sick to my stomach as I saw dozens of men smirking and laughing at me, probably aware of what happened. Tears brimmed my golden eyes as I walked obediently. I saw Ryo out of the corner of my eye, staring at me. He didnt smile. He didnt laugh. He just stared. I gave him an irritated glance, a look of hatred and disbelief in my eyes. He opened his mouth looking like he wanted to stay something, but was cut off as the door behind me was slammed.

The guard threw me in and left, locking the door behind me. I was trapped yet again. I was hurting. I felt like I deserved to die. I thought there was supposed to be a God who watched over me? Then why is all this shit happening to me?!

I covered my face with my hands, sobbing as I repeated the same words quietly.

"Please let me die..."

"Please let me die..."

"Please..."

(Kuroo's POV)

"What do you mean you have no proof?! I know he wouldn't just leave! Goddamit do something useful! Find him! Please! Please... I- I need him...." I pleaded as a tear rolled down my pale cheek.

I couldnt even see straight. My brain was foggy from my lack of sleep. How could I sleep when the boy I loved most was gone? Possibly dead...

No.

He's not dead.

Right...?

I tooka deep breath, clutching my phone tightly in my grasp. I traced my finger over the name of my phone.

Kitten <3

I began to cry uncontrollably. Why did it have to be him? The most perfect, sweet person... He never deserved any of this.

I want nothing more than to bring him home and give him a big hug.

I glanced over at his unfinished homework that he left on my desk. On my wall was all the notes Kenma had given me. The entire wall was covered in his messages.

(What the notes said):

Hey Kuro <3

Bruh did you seriously wink at me during class?

Hi :)

Ik we're sitting in the same room, but I miss you.

Can we cuddle later?

I wanna paint your nails! :D

I have a test tomorrow :( can you help me pleasseeeeee?

Your smile is pretty ;)

Hey rooster, kiss me already

You dont look like it, but ur smart
UwU

Hugs later?

Hi bro

Ily Kuro....

Do u love meeeeeee? :)

Wanna hang after class?

I'm going to get a snack, do you want anything?

Did you change your hair? I swear it looks more spiky than usual

I need a haircut :')

Hey kuroo are you a synonym for excellent? Bc you're fine ;)))))))))))))))

Yk under all that hair is a big brain

Ur my lil pogchamp <3

Ur so poggers dude, I hope you know that

Guess what?! I'm gay ;-;

Hey bro r u gay? Like ik we're dating, but are you gay? Just asking for a friend :)

I think we're soul mates...
Yeah im pretty sure we are :')

(End of notes)

"Please come back to me..." I sobbed under my breath. My vision was blurry from my tears. I wiped them away and stuck my favorite note into my pocket.

(The note):

Idk what i would do if u left me.
I think your my person. i think we're made for each other :) that was cheesy ;-;

(End of note)

I smiled at that, remembering the exact day when he wrote it. It was a Wednesday, right before lunch. I had had a bit of a rough day earlier with the stress from volleyball, but Kenma tried his best to cheer me up. Of course it worked. Him breathing made me happy. Him even existing made my day. So him being my boyfriend? Damn. I didnt think I'd ever be sad again.

Well....

That was until he disappeared.