existence | jirose

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Jimin's POV

It's a rainy night and here I was, sitting quietly in the cafe, waiting for customers when I could be at home, watching Netflix or sleeping to chill instead but I was stuck in this place just so to get money to financially support myself, Sooyoung and maybe Rosé. I ran my hand through my hair before looking towards the door, anticipating someone entering although I will be seeing that very person soon. Why am I expecting Rosé when I will see her later at home?

I sighed as I leaned back in my seat. The faint sounds of the air conditioner filled the air as I shivered, pulling the cardigan I am wearing closer to myself to keep me warm. The wind howled outside before rain poured heavily as if the sky is crying heavily. Oh how I love rainy nights... I thought as I looked around the yellow dimmed cafe that radiated coziness in my eyes. If I can, I would have already bought a sleeping bag and be sleeping at the back.

With the rain outside and coldness inside, I was already loving the atmosphere. I closed my eyes, thinking of moments I felt the exact feelings.

Flashback
"Hey Seulbear!" I shouted as I started to jog towards the girl I love with a huge grin on my face. Seulgi smiled, waving to me as she waddled towards me. I laughed; Damn, she looks cute.

"Jiminie~" She bear hugged me as I hugged back. "I missed chu~" She mumbled as I chuckled, patting her head. "I missed you too baby." I pulled away from the hug as I held my hand out. "Let's go?"

"Let's-"

She couldn't even complete her sentence as rain suddenly fell, wetting both of us as we looked at each other with wide eyes before running to the nearest shelter we could find.

As I looked around, my eyes noticed a bus stop, not too far away but in the corner near a cherry blossom tree. I grabbed Seulgi's hand and pulled her towards the stop quickly. The wind blew making my hair fly back, along with hers. We entered the shelter and I eyed her before bursting out loud. Seulgi smacked me at the shoulder but ended up laughing too.

"Oh boy, now what should we do? It's raining when we were supposed to have our date in the park..." I pouted and she hugged me at the side. "It's fine. We can just sit here and admire the stars. It's a rainy night, baby." She replied, clutching my hand as I smiled, nodding. The wind blew again and the blossoms on the cherry blossom tree fell on top of us. I instantly took my phone out and opened the camera app and snapped a picture of Seulgi.

"Hey!" I chuckled, ruffling her hair. "I love you babe." She smiled. "I love you too."
Back To Reality

I bit my lower lip. Out of everything, I must think of that moment... I sighed and opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling in silence.

Tinkle...

"Shit, the weather forecast never said it was going to rain today."

My head shot towards the door as I eyed the girl whom was muttering to herself. "Rosé?"

The said girl looked at me as she ran her hand through her slightly drenched hair. "Hello Jimin!" She smiled as she walked towards me. "What are you doing here?" I asked as she shrugged. "I was bored at home so I thought why not see you and have my usual drink here." I moved towards the coffee maker and made her usual while Rosé sat down after placing the money for the drink on the cashier table.

Walking towards her, I placed the cup on the table and sat opposite her. "Thanks." I smiled as I nodded. She took a sip, looking out the window. Silence engulfed between us except the soft slurps from her.

"It feels nice, doesn't it?"

Buzz...

I looked at her nodding before I held my head, hissing to myself and squinting my eyes.

"Are you okay?" Rosé asked, eyeing me as I gestured an 'okay' sign to her. Rosé still looked concerned, not buying my answer. "Here, drink some." She pushed her drink towards me as I took a sip and before the pain in my head went away. I pushed my hair back as I let out a sigh. "Thanks Rosé but excuse me for a while." I went to the restroom and washed my face. I looked at myself.

"What was that buzzing in my head and the glitching? " I mumbled, holding my head before splashing water to my face once again.