Chapter 7

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Daniel's POV

"I'm going downstairs" she says but I catch her arm and don't let her go

"I said you to look me in the eyes" I say to her, but with a sweet voice

"Daniel let me go..." she says but still don't look at me

I touch her chin and I make her look at me.

When I look into her eyes , I look at my entire world . I want her to know that , but I can't tell it to tell her too. It is ironic , isn't it?

"Daniel let..."

I push her closer to me . I hug her and I feel like I'm home...

I can hear her breath becoming deeper and deeper

"Are you afraid of me?" I am asking her while I'm hugging my little angel

"Shhh , let's enjoy this peace " she says and hugs me tighter

"I ... " she says after a few minutes

"Are you afraid of me?" I ask her again and now we aren't hugging each other anymore.

"No, why should I?" She says and I can't answer her. I mean really, why should she?

Emily's POV

"I said you to look me in the eyes" he says me

"Daniel let me go..." I want to be here, I want to be with him, but I'm afraid

He touches my chin and makes me look at his hazel eyes.

Once again I'm lost.

I don't hear, or understand, just lost. I want to touch his face , hug him, but I can't...

"Daniel let..." I say as soon as I came back to reality

He pushes me closer and hugs me.

I can hear his heartbeat. I wish his heart beats for me... I really wish that

I'm afraid of surrendering to my feelings , what if I fall in love and he doesn't love me back?

Then I would be just like in prison.

"Are you afraid of me?" He asks me

"Shhh , let's enjoy this peace " I say

But the truth is that I'm afraid that no matter how many sweet things I say or do, it just won't be good enough. I'm afraid that after kissing me goodbye they are going to go off and kiss somebody else hello.

I'm afraid of falling deeper in love with someone everyday while they are falling out of love everyday. I'm afraid of the pain that comes with heartbreak. I'm afraid to deal with the countless nights of crying and endless questions wondering where everything went wrong.

I'm so terrified of the concept of love but no matter how great my fear is I always let myself fall, I fall every damn time...

Suddenly while I'm hugging him I remember a part of the song by Ed Sheeran and Eminem :

"Well, little one, I don't want to admit to something / If all it's gonna cause is pain / Truth and my lies right now are falling like the rain"

And I feel it

"I..." again I'm back to reality and I am not into his arms anymore

"Are you afraid of me?" He asks again

"No, why should I?" I mean I'm not afraid of him, I'm afraid of my feelings

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