Alesha's POV:
After I say that Aliyah comes running hugging me and crying.
"Hey baby girl why you crying for?" I say picking her up.
"Mamma I missed you I four you went to Allah. Baba said mama is poorly. mama you love me. You won't leave me anymore." She says crying on to my shoulder.
"In school when my friend talk about their mama I get upset, but baba was here. Then he went somewhere." I place her on the sofa.
"I would never leave you my baby girl." I wipe her tears with tissues. I may not be her mother but she is my daughter. Now.
"Aliyah you hungry." I say.
"Yup yup." She nods.
"Let's make mhmm cupcakes and some rice. That sounds good." I told Aliyah. She nods and smiles and Faisal walking in.
"My little princess, are you happy?" He puts Aliyah on her shoulder.
"Yes I have mama. And you!" She squeals.
Faisal walks up to me into the kitchen and starts getting pots and pans out. He looks at me them on my lips for a minute or two. I suddenly realise how close we are from standing besides each other we are face to face, lips just two centre metres away. He moves way.
"Uh hum sorry uh thanks for saying that to my daughter." he awkwardly said, I got angry and said
"She isn't just your daughter she is mine, she's our daughter ok!"
Faisal hugs me putting his face into my neck mumbling. His lips were on my neck moving cause he was mumbling. I just froze. My neck had cold tingles it felt familiar. But I did the most embarrassing thing ever, a moan slipped out of my mouth. I know Faisal didn't mean to make me do that. Because he hates me but it felt so nice.
I felt him freeze for a minute, a mirror was infront of me so I could see his face. It was so funny his eyes wear sticking out and he mouth slightly ajar. I pushed him away, and he smirked with that he left. I want him like I knew him, but I hate him.
I made food and Aliyah and Faisal ate it all.
After we finished eating. I sat next to Aliyah and watched TV while Faisal was on his laptop. I had to ring work again and say that I wouldn't be working anymore as I have Aliyah to take care of. I put Aliyah to bed.
"Alesha I'll be going work tomorrow" Faisal says looking hot. I'm on my periods I'm getting these mood swings.
He was about to sleep on the couch but I came next to him.
"What do you work as?" I say to him putting my hand through his hair. he seems shocked but relaxed at my touch.
"I'm a dentist. your a nurse." He says me and Faisal decided to play 20 questions. I found out he was scared of the dark, and he is a really nice man. Even though I hate him he would be a good friend. I realise that Faisal and I are in the same position as we were in the kitchen. Before I move back Faisal places his lips on mine. I didn't know what to do but he stopped. He was about to move but I came and crashed my lips on mine. I know for a fact I'm gonna regret what's going to happen.
Me and Faisal were still kissing on the couch, one thing led to the other I was carried in bed with a bare chest Faisal on top of me. So you can guess what happens next. But shouldn't it hurt was the thought in my head. Because as a nurse I know for a fact this isn't the first time.
I'm going to regret this bad, real bad.
Why I'm I falling weak to a guy I hate,
To a guy I barely know,
Why.
I fell asleep with those thoughts in my head.
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Who do I love?
RomantizmAlesha Alam is your average 22 year Muslim. Nurse and looks after her family. She is beautiful in her own way. She has a past that she doesn't even remember! On top of that her marriage is fixed. Her brother Zakir comes with a familiar guy, who Ales...
