chapter thirty six

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thirty six;

I was at the hospital once I woke up. Louis was sitting by the chair next to my bed. He smiled widely but it soon faded right away.

"Louis," i smile, liking his presence

"You collapsed." he says "Are you feeling better?"

I nod, "Yeah, I guess so."

He sighs.

"What's wrong?"

"The doctor" he gulped hardly "He says you're pregnant."

"What" i say blankly because I still didn't process what he just said.

"He's hoping for you to have a pregnancy test. If there was a baby at least it would've been taken care of right away." he explains

"I'm p-pregnant?"

"We're not sure yet. You should take the pregnancy test to know. It would be the least bad thing though, if you weren't pregnant then your condition is worse."

"Least bad thing." i repeat

"I didn't mean it was a bad thing though. I mean it's a bad thing for you because it would cause stress and-"

"Louis!" i cut him off "I can't be pregnant!"

"Desiree... we didn't have protection." he says

"WHAT!" i yell. Oh so now I'm surely pregnant.

"I'm sorry!"

"I'm not ready Louis!"

"Let's take the test okay? I'll call the doctor." he goes off

This can't be. I can't be pregnant. I'm not ready and so is Louis. There's too much stuff we haven't fixed and now I have a baby! It was because we were drunk!

"Good Evening Ms. Smith." the doctor comes in, smiling. Oh, I can't even smile right now.

"She would like to take the test." Louis says

"Alright, here." he hands me it.

Wow. Wow. Wow. I can't believe I'm holding this so soon. I can't believe I could be pregnant.

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Louis:

I've been waiting for Desiree and I wondered what's going on. I tried to stay patient but it really killed me in the inside. I'm not ready. Is Desiree ready?

I was called to go in by the doctor and found Desiree laying down. She's having an ultrasound. She is pregnant.

"Here's your baby, Mr. Tomlinson." the doctor shows and I looked over the screen.

"That's my baby." i mumble, worrying over what Desiree's feeling right now.

She looked really worried than ever. I haven't even fixed things out. Natalie's still alive. There's so much things to worry.

"We don't know if it's a girl or boy though."

I nod, still staring at the screen. I'm going to be a dad.

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Desiree:

After visiting the doctor, we headed home. Louis was always silent. He never said anything after or even in the car. It's usually me who's silent but now even he is. I just wanna know what he's thinking about.

I went right to our dog, Lucky. I started playing with him and everything just to avoid Louis. The silence is already killing me.

"Desiree," he finally speaks.

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