thirty four;
Desiree:
"Oh my fuck why are you on the floor??" A voice wakes me up, Louis obviously. I was somehow laying on my stomach on the carpet. Why was I on the floor? I checked the time and it was like 4AM. How did Louis wake up? Was I snoring? No I don't snore.
I stretched out, "Well I was staying up... I didn't know I fell asleep. Was I snoring?"
"You weren't but why were you up? I thought you already came to bed with me"
"I was doing something" I yawned and his eyes laid at my journal next to me
"That journal" he scoffs like they were mortal enemies.
"Why do you hate my journal?" i laugh
"It's been keeping you busy AND awake... I don't like that" he was actually glaring at the journal. I can't stop laughing.
"This is important y'know."
"For what?" he huffs. Was he jealous of this journal? Wow this is so funny.
"For future..reference. I don't know" i shrug
"Get to bed"
"Yes daddy" i joke, getting up to bed and he glares at me right away
"Ha ha very funny. It would be funnier if you do say that again the next time we..."
"Nah I'll probably be with my journal." i giggle
"You do not know how much I hate your journal. What's in it anyways? Lemme see." he grabs it from my wrist
"No!" i pull it back
"Why not? Is it your diary? "
"No. You'd see it soon anyways.. I promise."
"Whatever just go to sleep."
I huff, making myself stay in position. "How'd you wake up though? I'm pretty sure I don't snore." i say
"Because I knew you weren't by my side."
I look at him straightly, "How?"
"Well I didn't feel you beside me" he shrugs "Now go to sleep"
"Fi-" I was interrupted by the sound of his phone. It was ringing? But it's 4AM, who on earth would talk to Louis at 4 in the damn morning besides me.
"What?" he was just staring at me. He didn't want to open it.
"Why won't you open it?" i stare
"It's just some ads." he looks away, facing the other side.
Of course he's hiding something again. Why won't he tell me? No Desiree, this is too clingy of you. But he could always tell me.. I can help.
"Desiree?" he whispers and I turn to him "Why aren't you laying down?"
I shake my head and tried to fall asleep. It wasn't easy. I could see a light coming through the other side and I knew Louis was texting somebody. I didn't even ask. I need to give him space.
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"Desiree"
"Hmm?" i groan.
"It's 2PM and your mom thinks I poisoned you" he whispers and I laughed right away. My mom could be really imaginative.
I stood up, smilling at him like we always do in the mornings but this time it faded. I almost forgot about the texting thing. I thought it was a dream. A nightmare perhaps.
"Your mom's moving out today right? My parents are coming back"
"She's going back home shit!" I ran out as fast as I could. She's leaving! Fuck! I almost forgot. I shouldn't have slept so late. But it wasn't my fault, Louis had to keep my up with that texting thing.
