sixteen;
"he was like fire , burning flames he was my only source of light in the dark but he was dangerous aswell i got burnt"
I was reading Ashes again. I love it how the girl would do anything for the boy because she loves her no matter how dangerous she is. Its usually the boy who would "save" the girl in fairytales. But i disagree. I think both of them should save each other.
I sighed closing my book and putting it back to my bookshelf. I didn't go work today. I was on leave. If you'd ask me about what Jake did, im definitely not over it. And im not over with Louis. Sure he saved me. Every guy should save someone who's in trouble. But i dont think its revelant to act as if it was normal. Louis experienced alot of those but i didnt.
I went downstairs and found Louis on the sofa watching some sports. How i wish i lived in my apartment instead. Actually, i remember a few months ago on planning that... I think i should soon. But im busy.
"Good morning!" Louis said with his eyes still glued on the tv.
I didnt reply.
"Are you still mad? Ive got shitloads of plans for you and i today."
"did you forget what happened yesterday?" i spat
"Smithie , im trying to make you happy. This is why im doing all of these." he said finally looking to me.
"That wouldn't make sense. Why would you want me to be happy? Im just your 'housemate' thats all right?"
"Desiree.. i-"
"whatever! just keep whatever you're going to say, it wont matter." i cutted him off cause i knew what he was going to say was ony trying to make me happy. I didnt want that. I wanted him to mean it.
"alright.. but if i ask you something would you answer me?"
"you just asked me something."
"Great! That means you'll answer the next one right?"
"Louis" i groaned
"Okay uhm.. im kinda nervous.." his fingers ran through his hair. "Right. Uhm.. Will you go out with me?"
Thats it? He was nervous for that? He finally said will instead of can. At least he learned.
"Yeah where?"
"Shit i forgot to say where."
"Louis." i groaned "You dont need to be nervous for this, i mean youve asked me this alot of times."
"Its different now.."
"Now that you did something wrong? Well that makes sense."
"Well...Ugh nevermind..Alright Smithie since you said yes, we ' re going bowling with the boys. By pairs. Youll be mine."
My heart sunk when he said "youll be mine" it made me blush, yes it didnt mean anything. But it kinda sounds cool if it did mean something.
"Smithie?" Louis snapped
"Oh uh yeah sure."
"Great! Im sure we'll win this when i have you."
He made me blush again. Why is he saying these words that dont mean a thing?
"Smithie are you blushing?"
"What? oh uhm.. im wearing blush on."
"You havent placed make up yet..." he said awkwardly. "Anyways you look good even without make up"
"Louis" i groaned why does he keep making me blush? "Stop it!"
"stop what?"
"You! You keep saying these sweet words when you dont actually mean it" i giggled a bit
