thirty five;
"Good morning." Louis greets with his parents at the living room, already packed up.
"Morning." I fake smile, not forgetting what Natalie said. "Are you already going to leave?"
"Yes." Louis' mom smiles sadly "We need to attend a wedding aswell in our place."
"Aw, I'll surely miss the both of you. What time's your flight?"
"We only came here this eight in the morning and we wanted to stopover. Our flight's at 4pm."
"Oh, well we better make the last hours worth it." i say, moving to the kitchen with Louis. I leaned on the corner of the wall, wanting to yell but his parents might think I'm a weirdo.
"We'll talk later...." Louis mumbles
"Louis, " i groan softly "This is killing me."
"Calm down. Just breathe naturally, it would help."
"I don't think I can take this." I whine
"Calm down." he finally comes to me "Listen darling, everything would be alright." he hugs me
"I don't think it would" i shake my head
"We'll talk later." he assures "I'll just need to please my parents right now. I know it's hard to forget it or ignore it but right now, I want you to make the last hours worth it alright? You don't wanna regret being sad in a happy day? I'll promise you I'll fix it." he kisses me on the forehead again and proceeds to his parents.
I haven't slept properly. I've been awake. It was all flooding my thoughts and al I wanted to do is to drain it away but I couldn't. I ried to find solutions but I couldn't come up to anything. It's the end of everything. I'm tired of everything and I can't do anything about it.
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We finally said goodbye and I actually felt sad. I didn't want the, to leave. His parents were like my parents. They treated me like I was their daughter. I'm really gonna miss them.
"Smithie.." Louis chases me upstairs. I was making my quickly to my room to either sleep or cry.
"Smithie let me in" he knocks
"No more guests, back to your room now." i remind him. Well it's hard to talk without your voice cracking.
"Smithie," he groans "I still have the key."
"Fine." i yell and I already hear the knob twisting
"Desiree," he comes and hugs me "Stop it! Stop crying!"
"Well what do you want me to do Louis? Keep it all inside?"
"It' not your fault alright? Natalie killed Jake not you."
"But it's my fault!!" i cry out loud "And what does she want in return?"
"Me.." he mumbles to himself
"Exactly!" i yell and cry out even more
"I'm not doing it!"
"Then what will you do? Louis? You promised that and ... you! know what she could! do!!"
"I won't let that happen."
"Everything is already happening!!"
"I'll just find a way to... I'll send her to jail right now. I'll report her, there must be a cctv."
"Now they think you killed Jake!"
"I have proof Natalie did it anyways!"
"Louis! This is messing everything!"
