twenty five;
"Bad mood today?" dad asks
"No" i lie and clench my jaw
"Well these pancakes are good!" my mum compliments
"Hey, why don't we head the football field and play some football! Just like how we used to?" my dad asks.
I remember when the field wasn't just full of grass but and actual football field with the goals and stuff.
"maybe another day" i say.
"Well what's bothering you?" he asks.
Well here's what, the girl that i loved slept with the guy i honestly dont like. They fucking slept together in my fucking house. Like i wouldnt fucking mind?!
"Nothing" i shake my head away from my thoughts. I cringe in just imagining it.
"Well do you have a girlfriend?" my mum asks. She knows about Jane being killed 'accidentally' but she again, doesn't know about Natalie.
"No"
"Aw c'mon I know how you feel about Jane but it's time to move on"
"Who said I didn't move on?"
"That's the spirit!" my dad says and I scoff
"How's your job then? Your new one?" my mum asks. Would she stop asking stuff?
"Don't have a job" theres no point in lying
"Then how do you get money?" she frowns
"Once upon a time mother i had a great job and earned money"
"but it's been so long! You need a job!" Now she sounds like Desiree!
"I will! Goodness! I just got out of the hospital remember?"
"Just concerned" she mumbles
"Sorry.." i apologize "Alright let's go to that cafe near the field. You'd like it don't worry"
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We entered the cafe and just as I was going to have a great day, There they were. Harry and Desiree sitting next to each other talking to each other fucking eating with each other.
I decided to sit to the opposite side. Desiree caught my sight and was shocked (of course) with my parents. Well look she's with fucking Harry.
"Sweetheart don't touch your coffee when your hand is shaking" my mum says. Well little did I know.
Desiree and Harry continued talking. She didn't even dare to look back at me!
Harry placed a hand over hers and that's when I lost it.
Desiree:
I came to a cafe with Harry to help solve about this Natalie thing & Ella girl.
"I'm pretty sure the hospital has a record of Ella since she brought Louis" Harry says
"But we aren't allowed to" i sigh
"yeah but if we were... we'd be able to see the cctv cameras and such as"
I see a familliar figure by the corner of my eye.
It's Louis!
is that his parents?
"try not to make eye contact" Harry says
"W-why?"
"his parents doesnt know anything and they'd be suspicious"
"Right" i nod
"So Zayn has this friend who works as security there so we could ask him."
"That's great!"
"Yeah but next we need her info. Her number, her address and everything with the form submitted to the nurse"
"yeah.." i can't help but feel uncomfortable seeing Louis at he other side. "Harry, i don't t-"
He places a hand over mind on the table. He rubs it with his thumb in circles. Then, I heard a bang at the door. I look at the opposite side of me, only finding his parents worried.
I remove Harry's hand from mine and ran to find Louis.
I see a figure by the back of the cafe. Smoke filling it.
"Louis!" i call but he ignores "Louis!! Let me explain!"
"Do you know how much times you hurted me?" his voice cracked
"Louis! It wasn't that way! We just didn't want your parents to be suspicious or anything! Louis we were just fixing things about Natalie"
"Then let me go!" he looks at me with his eyes gray and red.
"I won't ever let you go anymore"
"No! You hurted me this much and it's time for you to stop. I could live my own life. Don't bother about Natalie."
"Louis stop smoking!"
"Don't ever talk to me again! If I'm just such a criminal to you why help? You got Harry! You slept with him! You left me for two times! I'm doing all of these for you and all you do is throw me away! Guess what! I'm tired" he barks
"I'm doing all of these for you Louis!"
"And you're doing all of these to me" he points at his wasted body and cigerettes.
"Louis, listen to me"
"I'm tired of listening" he shake his head and starts leaving
"Louis ! I love you!" i yell
He turns around and yells, "Save it"
