twenty four;
"I went to jail because of that. It was an accident I fucking swear. I didn't even go to her funeral or even know where her grave is! No one would tell me! They canceled the case of Jane because they said I'm guilty. It was obvious that I killed her too. They're wrong! I'm innocent I swear. I'm telling the truth Desiree.."
I didn't know what to say. This was such a big lie. I'm so fucking disappointed on Louis.
"Smithie please say something..." he mumbles
"It's Desiree!" i yell "Louis! This is such a different story! I will never understand you! It will always have to come from these cryptic things! It isn't that way! You said Jake killed Natalie! You said you weren't actually dating Jane! You even wanted justice for Natalie??"
"I wanted justice for Jane! I made it the other way Desiree! When I said I wanted justice for Natalie I ment Jane. When I said Jake killed Natalie, it was me. When I said I wasn't dating Jane, i was! There! Am I guilty to you too?!"
"You are! You are fucking guilty! I'm very disappointed in you Louis. And I thought you were innocent? You're a criminal ! Can't you see?" i stormed out.
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Louis:
I'm innocent. I am. I'm not a crimminal. I'm not like the others. I'm innocent. I thought she said she won't change the view on me. I messed up again. There's no use. I'm going to lose her.
I cooked some mac and cheese for dinner. I was tired of it, yes. But it's been awhile since I had it so why not.
Every part of this house reminds me of Desiree. This was a bad idea. I should've just gave it to her. Now she's part of the trouble. I'm tired if everything.
My phone started ringing and I was hoping it was Desiree but once I heard the voice I just knew it isn't good news. "Hello? Louis?" Zayn called
"What is it?" i am in no mood to talk to anybody right now.
"You know about Natalie..."
"Yes! i know! Desiree fucking knows the real truth now! So fucking what! I get it! I messed up."
"You wha- Nevermind. I mean, I could've sworn I saw Natalie passing by the field."
"Natalie is dead!" is he playing games with me again?
"I know! I mean.. what if she isn't.."
"Zayn what are you talking about? She died and I had the cause of it! I even had to go to jail! It was my fault."
"I don't know anybody who went to her funeral.."
"Well it was a private funeral."
"I don't know... I just... have a feeling that she is alive"
"Bullshit Zayn. Jane and Natalie are dead."
"Jane is. But Natalie... I don't know where her grave is. A death certificate? I dont know man"
"Stop adding problems to me Zayn. I have no business with Natalie anymore. I have Desiree."
"Well what did Desiree say once she found out?"
"She... said I wasn't innocent but! She was just shocked.. i could forgive her. Natalie isn't anything. She tried to replace Jane and even if she is alive I won't let her replace Desiree."
"Alright" he sighs "One more thing. We should really find that girl who brought you to the hospital, i find it weird to accept your choice of keeping it as a secret."
