i didnt mean to love you...

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Harry's P.O.V

i hear my phone buzz. its simon. god what does he want. i read the message and nearly choke on air. shit.

Uncle Si :|- Hi harry, sorry for the late notice, but there has been a slight mistake. A car will be there to pick you up for ellen in 45 minutes. Let the boys know. Cheers Harry, Simon.    read 11:14

'great' i mutter sarcastically. 'what' liam asks concerned. 'we are getting picked up in 45 minutes to go to the ellen show. simon fucked up on the date.' . liam's eyes went wide. 'shit we better go get ready then, ill go tell pinkie and purkey and you wake up lou.' i smile lightly 'ok'.

liam jogged up the stairs shouting 'GET READY WE'RE GOING IN 45 MINUTES. DONT ASK QUESTIONS. ALL IM SAYING IS SIMON FUCKED UP THE DATE WE'RE GOING ON ELLEN TODAY! NOW GET READY' i chuckled before gently shaking louis to wake him. he wriggles slightly before cuddling me tighter.

'lou, wake up. we're getting picked up in 45 minutes because simon messed up on the date and we're going on the ellen show today.' his eyes went wide just like liams. i giggled as he shot up quickly and ran into the downstairs bathroom to shower. i showed yesterday and it would take too long. instead i went to get dressed. i put on a pair of black jeans, a black t-shirt, and took louis' denim jacket thats way too big for him. he said i can wear it when i want, so i took this as the perfect opportunity.

i walk back down to the living room and sat down. i pulled my phone out and scrolled through instagram until the boys were ready. about 15 minutes louis runs in in a t-shirt and boxers and searches for his black ripped jeans. 'dryer' i simply state before giggling at a midget running half naked around the house. he breaths a quick  'thank you' before heading to the dryer to grab his jeans then put them on. he grabs his vans and my chelsea boots. he handed me them and i slipped them on before going back on my phone.

only minutes later i hear what sounds like 3 elephants frolicking down the stairs. i look up and see zayn, liam, and niall dressed up. i say dressed up. they're all wearing black jeans. classic 1D. black jeans for days. ew that was weird. anyway. niall and liam sat down and they were half cuddling. by that i mean that niall had his legs over the arm of the sofa and he had his head on liams lap. dorks. zayn came and sat next to me. he looked good today. not that he never looks good. he always looks good. i mean. he's zayn malik for fucks sake.

i heard a car outside 'must be us' i said shakily. louis stood up and held his hand out for me before he 5 of us walked out to the car. it was a 7 seat black land-rover. it had black out windows. and child lock was on. i guess that was so we couldnt get out until they let us. i dont know to be honest. the seats went in 2s. so zayn sat in the front, liam sat with niall. and i obviously sat with louis. we got to the studio and got out the car to go inside. oh yeah point out the fucking obvious harry.

we got taken into dressing rooms and they did our hair, and even did our makeup. by the time they were done, it was 2:45. you're telling me they just spent an hour and a half to do our hair and makeup. great. im also freaking out. me and louis are telling the whole world a big fat lie, in like 45 minutes. im kinda nervous. i see louis talking to zayn and look at him, he sees me staring and walks over. 'you ok haz' he asks sweetly 'y-yeah im just a bit nervous about the-' i pause awkwardly 'y'know'. stupid stupid stupid stupid. 'i know, me too. but think of how many people we'll be helping.' he smiles at me before opening his arms, offering a hug. i giggle as the other 3 coo. dumbasses

Louis' P.O.V

we walk into the main room and take a seat on the sofa. the room is filled with screams and shouts, i cant help but smile like a lunatic. me and harry sit next to each other, cus we have to kiss. y'know.

the camera man is already filming, so me and harry dont really have time to lightly conversate. Ellen starts a conversation about if we have any new songs coming out. 'we have some in mind but we cant really say more than that' zayn says before clicking his tounge and pointing at the audience.

'what was da point in dat' niall asks making fun of zayn. the crowd howls with laughter as niall sits there proud of himself. 'they're laughing cus your cute not because your funny' i say and then look harry in the eyes. i mouth sorry to him, but he just shakes his head smiles. why did i feel the need to apologise... strange

the camera man makes a weird movement with his arms. ellen says, 'we will be back right after the break, with more from one direction' the cameras turn on and i check my phone.

Simon- doing great louis, you will be coming out right after the break. cheers, simon. read 3:24

i show harry my phone and he looks me in the eyes before saying quietly, 'you ready?' i smile 'only if you are' he giggled and looked down and his hands. the camera man made another weird arm movement and ellen spoke again. 'welcome back, we are here with one direction today, and we will be talking about...' she looked towards us. 'relationships' i started breathing heavier and harry became fidgety. 'the fans are dying to know. how many of you are single?' she looked at us with eager eyes. 'im single' zayn said. he looked at the audience 'and ready to mingle' the audience laughed. niall and liam both mentioned that they were single. and that they didnt need girlfriends because they had each other. the audience cooed. i gagged jokingly causing everyone to laugh.

then she looked at harry, 'what about you harry'. he smiled and his cheeks turned red. 'i- well i have something to say. this in on behalf of me, AND louis.' the audience screamed. 'what is it?' ellen asked curiously. 'w-we're both bi.' the audience clapped, wooed, and cried at how happy they were for us. 'ok ok, do you have a boyfriend. or girlfriend?' harry stuttered. 'i- uhh- y-yeah i have a' he pauses and clears his throat. 'a boyfriend' he continues shyly. ellen smiles, 'who is it'. 'um. its-' oh god. here goes nothing.