i didnt mean to love you...

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Louis P.O.V

its been 2 months since fiz died, im still staying in the room with harry. its just kind of our thing again now.

i felt a gentle yet rough kiss placed on my forehead causing me to waken. i smiled gently and another one was placed on my nose. harry breathed a laugh and began peppering my face with kisses so i burst into a fit of giggles. he stopped after a couple seconds and placed his head on my chest.

'we should go out today. like a date or something for the thingy.' he says grinning. i smile and nod. 'where?' i ask in response. 'dunno. theres a restaurant down the street we could go there. it looks nice and is never really to busy. or, if you want to go earlier we could go to a cafe.' he says playing with my hair. i think about it and hum thoughtfully out loud. 'i mean, would it be bad if we did both? i kinda feel like spending time with you today. and we could go other places as well in between.'

'of course love, where do you wanna go in between?' he smiles and looks into my eyes. i visibly gulp under his intense stare and think yet again. 'um... w-we could go ice skating or something i dont know.' i mutter finally tearing my eyes away from his gorgeous ones. he smiles and nods. 'we'll go ice skating then.' i smile and pull him closer to me. he tells me we should leave at around 10:30 and i agree.it gives us some time to cuddle as its only 8:58. i sigh contently and bury my face in his gorgeous curls. inhaling and savouring the scent ever so slightly.

10 minutes have pasted and i hear light snoring coming from the man laying on my chest. i quietly laugh and shake him gently to wake him up. 'wake up haz we should start getting ready' i say loudly yet still kind of quiet so i dont give him a heart attack. he groans and pushes his face more into my hoodie. i laugh again and push his shoulders to pry him off. he whines but gets off anyway, stretching his body out to full as soon as he lays flat on his back. his stomach becomes exposed and my breath hitches in my throat before i pull myself together and slap his butterfly tattoo gently.

i jump up fast and sprint away from harry. i turn around and see him chasing me with a dorky look on his face causing me to laugh and then trip over my own feet onto the wooden floor. i only land on my knees so it doesnt hurt to much but harry picks me up and holds me at his side anyway. 'are you ok?' he asks in a whisper. i reply with a simple 'mm-hmm' before laying my head on his shoulder while he carries me. its so weird. im so comfortable how i am right now but i bet i look like a baby.

i lift my head off his shoulder and wriggle out his grip onto the floor. he looks down at me a smiles lightly before laughing. 'you f-fell BAHAHAHAHAH' he shouts causing me to join in with his fit of laughter. i walk off to get dressed still laughing but as soon as i get to my old room i stop. i dont want to ruin this day with harry but my knees now hurt so fucking bad. i decide to suck it up and get in the shower.

Harry's P.O.V

louis just walked off. i heard him stop laughing as soon as he got to his room. maybe i shouldnt of laughed. well now i fell bad. i walk over to his door but as im about to knock i hear the shower start and walk to my room not wanting to disturb him. i shower myself and im out quite quickly.

i still feel bad for louis. maybe he really hurt himself. i should check on him. well im still naked so after that.

im now dressed in some black skinnies and a pastel pink and green shirt with the top buttons undone. i walk over to louis' old room and i dont hear the shower anymore so i knock. 'louis, im sorry for laughing i shouldnt have done it. can i come in.' i heard light shuffling before the door is opened to reveal louis in a black band t-shirt and some boxers. i look down at his knees and see theyre different shades of blue and purple.

i whisper an almost inaudible 'baby' before pulling him into a hug. 'im so sorry i dont know why i laughed if i had known you were really hurt i wouldve helped you not laugh at you im so sorry love. so sorry.' he hugged me back just as tight. 'its ok i wouldve laughed at you too. you know this.' he pulls away from the hug and walks back into the room putting his jeans on before coming out again.

he holds his hand out for me and i take it absentmindedly. he walked down the stairs dragging me along. i pulled my phone out my pocket to check the time. 10:23. 'we should put our shoes on and get going its 10:23' i said before slowly removing my hand from his as if i didnt want to. i look back at him before getting mine and his shoes. when i get to the couch i pass him his shoes as i put mine on. he smiles before slipping his vans on and standing up again pulling me up with him.

we leave a note for the boys to tell them we're going out and we wont be back until probably tonight. i grab my keys and wallet before heading out the door with louis following.

Louis' P.O.V

we got out the door and harry immediately laced mis fingers with mine. i smiled and looked up at him before back at the floor. this is our first time going out a) without the boys and b) since we got called that hideous word. i shiver and cringe thinking about it.

in no time we're at the restaurant and there arent actually that many paparazzi. we've seen a few fans and they were all lovely. one of them asked if i was okay, saying i looked drained. i told her i missed fizzy and she wrapped her arms around me in a hug.

harry clearly thought this through as when we got there he just said 'styles' and the waiter led us to a table. she gave us two menus before smiling and leaving. 'what do you think you're gonna get boo' i blush at the nickname before responding 'i dont know i think that looks pretty good' i point to it on the menu (a/n i cba to actually figure out meals so deal with this.) harry nods before calling the waiter over and telling her what we want. she walks off again after, taking the menus with her.

i quickly excuse myself to the bathroom and as i get in i feel someone roughly grip my hips and growl into my ear, 'so youre harrys whore huh?'

a/n ok sorry but yeah u get this <3