a freak with thought

so um hi

So grandma is yelling and trying to trigger my anxiety so here I can understand where she's coming from sorta its just sometimes she makes it about her your making me upset I know I use this phrase to describe her alot but one time she said next to the kid that feared losting people they care about or atleast fear death they were gonna jump into their grave yeah not funny sh- it hurts too my leg and arm have been feeling broken all day just sucks to stand on my leg and hurts when I've retract my arm and somepoints it's dumb but I feel like I'm being a baby about it I know I'm not this is dumb sorry trying to take deep breaths so I guess bye