a freak with thought

aye remembering sucks sometimes

I'm afraid of death agian (the feeling of being stuck) um explain so

Saw k (initial of person no give name ) and just got sad wanted to be with them to you know talk but had to go to work and deal with my cusion as- feel like he hurt one of the voices scared for my mum health wanna sleep and never wake up ..... grandma is possibly getting sick of me I don't do much due to lack of motivation to work she has done this before every summer kinda feel this is a thing now hmh so main problem is sad I feel stuck and sad and looked down and felt stuck even more so end of rant trigger warning possibly for the next thing I write