a freak with thought

trigger warning

Mention of shears blood cutting of body parts

So this memory is old but still placed in my head maybe I think I'd actually do it at some point as dumb as the idea is let's start I guess

This feeling makes you feel like your floating it's a plain of sorts

Do not follow through with  my dumb plan you'll just end up in the hospital for what I know

I would of needed

News paper

Shears (I really don't know what they are called)

Bandages

I would have cut my private part my chest private part it to me in my dream/plan it felt like paperweight I knew realistically there would be blood so I needed the news paper to cover the blood And the bandages to patch it up (think I got smarter last time I wasn't gonna use bandages ) I still feel it wouldn't hurt still told uni though and I  promised them I wouldn't do it : P

Agian please don't try this its a dumb plan wait until you can actually get surgery proper surgery