a freak with thought

fears

nar·cis·sism

/ˈnärsəˌsizəm/

noun

excessive interest in or admiration of oneself and one's physical appearance.

selfishness, involving a sense of entitlement, a lack of empathy, and a need for admiration, as characterizing a personality type.

This is one of my fears most of the people how live in this town I feel have this trait I also almost feel I  almost acquired this trait which scares me I want to be better than them but it's so damn hard not trying to be like them to be selfish to just wish for understanding for equality but I feel it is bad so I'm trying to stray from that path

Fear of people above me pretty self explanatory it is mainly present when talking to the at students in my old class the at teachers (their both the same teachers in my old and new but still they seem more scary there for some reason) staff/leaders  of aminos this has gotten less I think

Abondment

Self explanatory again people I care about leaving me um 2 people I cared about left or maybe I left them.....

Loud noises

Um normally not a problem but if you have a TV on normally playing the news a child screaming his head off with a old lady screaming she's either gonna jump up and dive into their grave or leaving next to the fu- kid how is afraid of people leaving him definitely fun 10/10 would not recommend

Remember to much or forgetting everything important

Forgetting is a blessing and a curse if something bad happens my memory goes to try and forget (I'm also starting to question if it's also just powerful emotions) bad side I I ever recover that memory I don't think I'd take it well (certain memories are worst then other )

I'm sorta tired and wanna work on a vid so possibly might make a part 2 if I remember