His Toy (Hisoka x Reader)

Chapter 12

I must have suppressed the memory after it happened, not wanting to believe he truly hurt me. You were crouched in a small cave, thinking of the recollection of the event that had resurfaced in your mind.

The more and more I think about it, the more I realize just how much he's hurt me. An image of Killua flashed through your mind.

I'm so sorry Kill. You gritted your teeth, the hard rock digging into your back.

You clutched your knees to your chest and stared at the ground in despair.

They're better off without me, what's the point of family if we can't protect each other.

You shifted your body and lay down on the floor, using your cloak as a pillow.

A stream of light came from the entrance of the cave, creating a dim glow around you.

I wonder what Hisoka's doing, you traced your finger on the ground, smiling at the thought of the man.

I know I shouldn't feel this way towards him, but... you turned onto your back, looking up at the roof of the cave.

He's different, your eyes began to fill with tears, he has to be different, because if he's not. You paused as the brutal truth of the situation stared at you in the face.

I'll be broken beyond repair.

You lay there for hours, your eyes never leaving the roof of the cave. You felt numb, your soul feeling both empty and content, it was like all the passion had been drained from your body.

Eventually, you slowly got to your feet and walked to the front of the cave.

The sun was beginning to set, casting an orange glow on the trees around you.

Closing your eyes, you raised your head and inhaled deeply, lowering your hood to let your hair blow in the breeze.

This peace you felt, this is what you wanted.

You opened your eyes and looked to your side, imagining the laugh of a little girl as she held your hand and pointed at the sunset with excitement.

Kiri would have wanted this, you gazed back at the dying sun, and felt a surge of passion rush through you.

You smiled, I will fight for this, your fists clenched, and you imagined Haru at your side as well, hoisting Kiri up into the air as she laughed and screamed with joy, I'll do it for the both of them.

"It seems as if little (Y/N) has grown up.~"

You turned to see Hisoka leaning against a nearby tree, his face cast in orange light, staring at you with his usual smirk.

You smiled at him, a real one, one that made your eyes shine. It was a face you hadn't made in a long time.

You walked towards him, happiness flowing through you.

When you reached him, you wrapped your arms around his neck, playing with a few loose strands of his hair.

He stared into your eyes, his hands wrapping around your waist and pulling you to his body.

Hisoka leaned his head towards your neck, and with his lips next to your ear, whispered, "is my toy finally letting me play with her.~"

You shivered at his words and pulled him closer, bringing your own lips to his ear.

"I'm done resisting."

You felt him smile against your neck, as he pulled away, wasting no time before crashing his lips against yours.

Without hesitation, you kissed him back, tangling your hands in his hair. After a few moments, the kiss grew more intense, and his tongue was soon begging for entrance, you being quick to grant it to him.

His hands slid from your waist down to your thighs, picking you up before laying you gently on the ground.

He straddled your waist and pulled away, taking off his many layers to reveal an incredibly muscular body.

He smirked as you looked at him in awe and bent over you again, this time placing hickies down your neck.

You moaned at the contact and ran your hands down his back, growing more excited by the second.

You could feel his smirk against your skin at the sounds of your pleasure, and pulled away, allowing you to remove your own shirt.

Hisoka reached his arms around you and unclipped your bra with ease, leaving you no time to question his skills before placing his lips on yours again, running his hands across your chest.

You began to grind your hips against his, wanting to feel his enjoyment as he had his way with you.

Hisoka didn't disappoint and let out a soft moan against your lips, tightly squeezing one of your breasts, causing you to sigh with pleasure.

"Hisoka..." you moaned, as he pulled away slightly, "show me more." You were basically begging him as you stared into his amber eyes.

He smiled and stood up, lifting you into his arms.

You leaned your head against his warm, bare chest as he carried you towards the cave you had taken refuge in earlier.

He glanced at you lustfully before saying, "let's see what else my toy can do.~"

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Sunlight bathed the cave floor as the next day began.

You looked at Hisoka, for the second time the last few days, as he slept. This time, huddled against his bare chest, his muscular arms wrapped possessively around you.

You stared fondly at Hisoka's peaceful face. Usually adorned with amusement and superiority, it now sported only a look of complete bliss, calm and relaxed.

You softly stroked his cheek, hot pink and purple hair falling over his eyes, messy from the previous night.

You giggled at the thought and gazed at him lovingly.

Yes, now I know this is different, things never felt this good with Illumi.

The two of you had rarely engaged in very intimate activities, and when you did, it never ended with such an elating effect.

I was so ignorant before, but this, you pushed a strand of hair away from his resting face, this is love.

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I'm still new at writing anything sexual so hopefully, it was ok :3

-Ahri