Your Hold On Me

Chapter nine

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Oop and its long
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The whole day was a blur. After my classes I went to work. I was out of it. That day I had filled in for someone and I was doing the hosting position. I was so excited to see him. But my mind wandered to the bad parts of the relationship. I was gonna lose my virginity to a man I met a month ago. What if we don't last. What if he doesn't like my body. He definitely won't like my body. I was 165 pounds and I was always insecure about myself. I try not to eat too much in a day but it doesn't really help. I didn't feel this way around him, I felt like he wouldn't care, but I don't know him that well. I don't know what he thinks of me. He probably has other girls. He probably became a teacher to mess with college girls and leave. He probably lied about his age. He doesn't really care about me. But my mind also focused on how good he made me feel. I was under his control now. I didn't know it yet. 

Evan's POV.

I was busy for the rest of the day. I went class to class studying to eventually teach my own college class. I could still smell her even though she wasnt near me. I was uncomfortable all day. That's the only thing that was going to make my day, to be able to see her. To feel her under my touch. Her soft moans, I need to hear them again.

I parked my car in the parent lot and got out, I waited for her to come outside.

Jade's POV

 I walked out and I saw him standing next to his car. I walked over.

We smiled at each other and he took my face and kissed me. He tried to put his tongue in my mouth but I pulled away.

"You know you're my first kiss."

He tried to hold back his smile but then he snickered.

"Can I kiss you?"

"Yeah but I don't know what I'm doing." I said soft.

Evan's POV 

Her voice was always so soft. Like she was embarrassed. I loved how innocent she was. I was overjoyed by the fact that I was her first kiss. I was going to be her first everything.

"Its ok… just," I pulled down her bottom lip with my thumb, "follow me ok."

Her lips were so beautiful, they were always glossy. I stared at her lips and then leaned in for a kiss. She held onto my arm and I put one hand on her hips. She was beautiful. Her lips made me feel like I was the only one she wanted. 

Jade's POV 

His hand on my hip made me weak, and I wanted him to squeeze it until it hurt. His lips came into mine and I felt a tingle run through my body. He let our lips lock and he opened his mouth a little. His tongue was gliding along the inside of my lip. I brought my tongue to his and our tongues glided together. It was so warm. I felt my body get warm and I felt safe in his arms. His kiss made me forget about everything. I had no pain, no problems, no concerns, I wasn't anxious, I wasn't scared, I wasn't insecure, I was his. And it felt nice to be somebody's. 

When his lips left mine I felt cold and I pulled him back by the shoulders and went on my tippy toes to escape reality again.

"Do you want to stay here all night? People are walking by us."

I forgot that we were still in the parking lot of my job. I forgot about everything. I took a deep breath because I wasn't breathing. I don't know how to stay conscious when I'm in his arms.