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"so how was yesterday?" my mother asked me 
"it was fun, i went on this thing called the fire ring its like a big ring roller coaster"i exaggerated.
"sounds scary, but fun at the same time i dont know how to feel about it"she said with a confused look
"it was scary, i wanted to get off the second i got on"i said eating my lucky charms
yes i eat lucky charms, leave my child ass alone.
"well anyways, im off to school mom"i say grabbing my phone and going out the door
i decided to walk again because obviously me and Anthony are on bad terms at the moment.
  

"now suddenly your asking for it back, could you tell me where'd you get the nerve, yeah you could say you miss all that we had, but i dont really care how bad it hurts, when you broke me first"i sang as i had my headphones in.
i walked calmly listening to music
i near towards the ice cream shop which is where me and Anthony used to go to everyday
i see a teenboy standing outside looking at his phone and he looks my way and he waves
i wave back and continue my walk
i approach the school and i walk up the concrete sidewalk nearing the doors
i go over to my locker and i grab what i need and i see the girls
"hey dyll" avani said
"heyyy"i said smiling
"so yesterday was fun" she laughed
"yeah, i had fun but ya know, jaden,ness and i went home"i replied
"yeah, not even an hour after you left everyone else did" charli joined in
"so, whats your first period?"charli asked
"i have home practice ed"i smiled
"sounds boring, anyways, lets go to the cafe, although we all eat at home but yeah they have donuts"charli smiled
"yeah i have to get something from my locker"i say, they all start walking away
"hey dyll"i hear behind me.
i look and see nessa
"hey ness bae"i say looking back to my locker
"how are you doing this fine morning"nessa giggled
"good actually"i say smiling
i look at nessa and i see jaden and his friends walking down the hallway
"hey jaden"i wave
he looks at me then away 
jaden didn't answer.
"what?' i whispered.
we walk to the cafeteria we sit down
"im gonna go say hi to jaden"i say getting up.
"im gonna go with you"nessa says
we walk over to the boys and they all look at us weird but jaden, he just sat there.
"hey jaden"i say holding onto the strap of my backpack
he just looks at me and looks away like the first time
"what do you want bitch?"josh scoffed
all they guys are looking at us confused.
"are we talking to you?"nessa glared
"fuck off, jaden why are these hoes here."Bryce asked 
"we hu-"i said before jaden cut me off.
"i dont know"he said then rolling his eyes.
"well isn't that interesting , you were just las-"nessa says
"just fuck off you two." jaden scoffed, the boys all 'oohed' it after
that struck me,like...it hurts me, i cant.
i started to tear up and it was noticeable
i walk off in tears back to my table grabbing nessa by her arm
"dyll, wait-" jaden says getting up
"no, stay the fuck away jaden" nessa blurted as we walked away
i didnt let the others see me like this so i wiped them away before they saw
i sat down and they already notice
Anthony got up
i grabbed his arm stopping him 
"no, just dont please" i say looking straight
"but he just-" 
"no, i said dont" i say grasping his arm tighter
"fine, just know im sorry" Anthony says sitting next to me wrapping his arm around me
i look back and jaden has his hands over his head
"dont worry about him, just focus on yourself" avani says
i nodd and i shake it off
"lets just have a good day" i smile
they all nod and we go about our day.

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