my bully~jaden hossler

s e v e n t y - f o u r

the day of the formal :

it was the worst, the boys trying to talk to me, mads being a complete bitch now, jaden not being here, I want to sort things out so bad. but I can't, not after what he said, I just-....I can't, i dont know if he even likes me like that anymore.

"I love you, it sucks , but you gotta do it dyllan" jack tells me
" but then everyone's gonna be there, including,  jaden and them" I whine
"its just for a couple hours, go have fun and if things get bad, text me" jack says

I got into my black and blue dress and wore my black heels and I do my makeup with a smokey eye and blue eyeliner , I curled my ends and I fiddle with my hair.

"okay I'm ready" I say walking downstairs to see jack standing there in a dress shirt and black pants and a chain
" look at you pretty lady" jack smiles
" haha funny" I smile
we get to the party and the first person I see is Bryce...great

"yeah hold up a second" bryce says to his friend then coming up to us
" hey guys" bryce says
"hey man" jack says dabbing him up

hey hey, I know what your thinking
we shouldnt be "hey man" nobody of them..but did bryce do anything?.
no

I group up with all my friends and we are talking and all of a sudden I hear jadens voice being over the speakers,

" this is an original I made,  I've written it for someone so fuckin special to me, I've fucked up so many times and I know I couldn't make up for it , she doesn't and never deserved it, and I can't take all the credit, im not a that bad of person,  reason I say that is because  ...i don't know... ask kio.  why is he eavesdropping on conversations, trying to frame me, why is he recording shit, yes, i laid my hand on her, it was wrong of me and I'm so fucking sorry,  but i never...and i mean NEVER would hit her ?..if anyone's hurting her..it's him, I'm not gonna blame and say this and that, but only we know, so, what happened was,..he just so happen to catch us talking about my ex...mads, she and I were dating for around 2 months before she decided to cheat on me, and yes I did talk shit about her, but was it really a good decision to think that it'd be smart to record and edit the clips to make it seem as my buds and I were talking bad about her, but in reality, she is an amazing girl , getting to know her has been the most fun and amazing time of my life ,she has been the most giving, caring and she is the certainly the most beautiful girl in the world, so hate on me, I don't care, but don't go around dragging my name through the mud just because you 'think' you know what's happening, but lastly,  I just want to say sorry, .......I've fucked up...bad, and id understand if you don't wanna forgive me, but this is for you Dyllan hill" he smiles weakly  as everyone started cheering and clapping , kio just stood there looking guilty

"Sat there waiting for a call back
a little death sure to turn my heart black
and now i...i hate everything, everything
bury me alive ...paranoid and I'm so tired,
memories arent on the vine because all of then are dried and died
does she love does she not,  is there something I did wrong
usually you fill the void now I'm filled with opioids,
does she love does she not, is there something I did wrong  I'm so fucking scared to call so I choose to-

I sit there waiting for a call back
a little death sure to turn my heart black
and now I ..i hate everything ....everything.
I sit there waiting for a call back
a little death sure to turn my heart black
and now i.. i hate everything. everything"

He moves the microphone from his face and and runs his hands through his hair lifting it up and letting it fall smoothly as i watch and sighs looking at me and weakly smiles at me as i do the same in return

" withered petals fall like Feathers as she left, does she love me does she not, is there someone I did wrong,  usually you fill the void now I'm filled with opioids
 does she love me does she not , I'm so fucking scared to call so I choose to end it all, and so I choose to end it all....
i sit there waiting for a call back
a little death sure to turn my heart black
and now I ..i hate everything ..everything
I sit there waiting for a call back
a little death sure to turn my heart black
and now i..i hate everything...everything, 
she said wish upon a star she said wish upon a star as she shot right through my heart as she shot right through my"

I realize that....jaden....he wrote a song...for me...he really did that, what do i do now?
he , im so word blocked rn.i
him singing up on stage, for me...i never felt so happy, i worried that this was his last call, i miss him, i dont know what to do, maybe things will get better.

"a little death sure to turn my heart black
and now I....I hate everything. . everything...
I sit there waiting for a call back
a little death sure to turn my heart black and now I. . I hate everything. . everything " everyone claps as I am now speechless, I didn't know what to do...I stood there, I didn't even realize I was crying but I was...

jaden walks over to me and stands in front of me....
" you know how we confessed?...I meant it dyllan, every word of it, I never wanted to hurt you,  I wouldnt talk about you, you would catch me dead before i could, only if they were good things" and whatever kio said, he is full of complete shit"jaden laughed.

do I finally get jaden back?....is this the moment?
I couldn't get any words out, kio just stood there not doing anything
I grabbed jaden by the collar and pulled him and connected our lips
he smiled and puts his arms on my waist

everyone around us starts yelling "WOO"

I laughed which caused jaden to laugh too
our foreheads sit against one another
"can we start over?" jaden asked
I nod
"hi I'm dyllan sue hill, it's nice to meet you" I say putting my hand out
" and I'm jaden Isaiah hossler,  it's a pleasure to meet you" jaden takes my hand and bows , kissing my hand
I laugh and I take him into a hug
" I'm sorry" I say
" don't worry about it" jaden sways me
"I'm just happy I get you back " jaden smiles into my neck
I giggle and the boys and friends walk over to us " good to have you back, I don't wanna go through the whole don't hurt her escapade,  you know what happens" anthony says patting jadens back
jadens chuckles and nods
"shall we get our shimmy on" avani shakes
everyone laughs and agrees

now this is what I need, I need this forget all the negative things that are in your life and just have fun