my bully~jaden hossler

f o u r t y - o n e

i woke up to a door opening and closing, i slowly peek my eyes open and someones outside on the balcony, i couldn't exactly claim who it was but i reach for my phone to check the time and its.
"3:27?, geez" i whisper
i uncover myself slowly surely not to wake everyone up, i slide my body to plant my feet onto the ground, with that i slowly get up, i put my phone back on the bed side table
i slowly but quietly walk over to the balcony door and i slide it open slowly
i enter the balcony and close it and they're standing against the railing
"hey" i say
"what!, oh geez you scared me" he turned around.
jaden turns around and smiles
"what are you doing up?"he asks
"i could ask you the same thing?" i say
"oh, well i couldn't sleep, now why are you up?" he says
"you just woke me up" i answer
"i did, oh..im sorry" he says
"no its okay" i say.
we stand in silence looking at the ocean enjoying the wind and the sky before jaden speaks out the silence.
"uhm?, dyllan?"jaden spoke
 "yeah?"i answer
jaden shifts his body towards me and looks at me. "if you mother didnt give me that ticket, would've you invited me?"jaden asks
i think for a moment as he stands there, the moon so bright it lits his blue eyes up, he stands so strongly, the wind and the waves soothing the silence i look down at the water and back to him.
"uh, if i am being honest? in our situation?..,no?"i answer , he nods and looks down but back to me.
"will you ever let me explain?"jaden asks "well?..., like i said, theres nothing to explain because if you knew it would've come to this, then you should've known it was in your wrong to do so"  i shrug.
"yeah, i know ive realized that" he says
"look, i want to forgive you, but what you did..hurt" i say holding back my tears
"yeah dyllan thats why im so sorry" he says
i look at him teary eyed and he grabs my hand
"let me explain, just this once, you dont have to forgive me, you dont ever have to talk to me, but i just want you to know im sorry dyllan, and you didnt deserve the shit ive done." he says with tears of his own
i nod and he wipes my tears from my face
"okay, so the reason i was being such a prick was because i was scared, i was scared of my own feelings that i didnt think about yours, i didnt know what to do, i explained to the boys but they brain washed me, into everything ive done to hurt you" he says crying
i sat their listening to him as he cry's.
"if you were brain washed, why'd you think it was okay to hurt me"i ask
"because i was scared to lose my reputation and whatd theyd think" he answers
i nod and continues to cry
I felt very relieved, but still hurt ina way that i cant explain.
But i give in.
"its okay..but im still not fully over it but know i want you to have fun and i forgive you." i smile
He smiles widely and sobs
i smile wiping my face and same does he.
me and him smile at each other
"i promise" he smiles 
i hold his face
he puts his hand over mine and smiles as do i
"ive missed you" he says
Those words sent shivers and it made my heart melt
i smile and rub my thumb on his cheek, he stands their looking at me with happiness.
"me too" i whisper
a realization comes onto his face before he smiles at me, i move his hair a bit before he grabs onto my waist with both hands, i look at him from my level and he he pulls me closer to him.

we stare at each-other as he holds onto me.
the moon is shining at us making it brighter and making this feel like a movie, i felt happy with him.
He slowly grabs the tip of my chin softly and points my head up and moves his head closer to mine.

i grab the side of his neck softly wrapping around him and going forward i connect our lips, this made fireworks go off in me, i never felt more happy then in this moment, he caressed my cheek deepening the kiss ,grabbing my waist with more grip he lifts me up wrapping my legs around him, and held me as we kissed
i wrap my arms around his neck and continue to kiss him.
he smiles against our kiss causing me to giggle
"your too cute"jaden smiles, going back into the kiss.
He puts me down and i pull away and we lean our foreheads against each-other
"thank you for finally letting me do that" jaden smiles softly
i lean in and kiss his cheek
"do you wanna go back to sleep now, or stay here?"jaden asks
" i wanna sleep" i smile
"aright" he says
we open the door softly and we go in
"do you think we can- "jaden asks before I cut him off
"id like that" i smile
we go to the back of the suite and there was a large circle sofa that is next to the window
jaden lays down and he grabs the blanket and covers himself and he lifts the blanket up and i get in under the blankets and he grabs my waist tightly and pulls me closer to him spooning me
"thank you dyllan" he whispers resting his arm on my side holding my stomach
i nod and i hold his hand as we lay.
"goodnight dyll bill" he whispers.
"night jay" i whisper back
i close my eyes and i drift to sleep again.

A/n: I owe y'all more chapters than 2 , I'm in school and its hard and I've been just too lazy to do anything, I'm sorry,  hope yall have a good day :)