i wake up the next day and im the first thing that comes to my mind is jaden, fuck fuck fuck ..why!...i need to get over him, but i-..i can't, he is with someone so am i?....it hurts so much that i start bursting into tears my dad walks in and he see's me "hey darling hows your mo-....wait..are you okay" he quickly walks over to me and sits next to me "i fucked up, dad..real bad" i cry "language,.... but why say that?" he asks rubbing my head "because, i"
my brain faints out and i only have thoughts of what i was about to say, was i really about to say it?..i cant, its too early, but it feels right but wrong at the same time?...but i, i have to say it in order to feel what im supposed to feel.
"i think i still like jaden" i whisper and i continue to cry into his shoulder. he stiffs and continues to comfort me.
"but arent you with kio, i mean do what you love but you cant just, leave him for jaden,thats wrong, but whats stopped you?"he asks "thats the problem, im with kio, but j-jaden, but jaden is dating someone else"i stutter "well you will just have to see whats happens, darling, love hurts, its gonna, and you know what, you learn from it, you will soon find the love you wanted and then, your phase of sadness, just...goes away" he says "wanna know something interesting?" he asks
i nod into his chest and he sighs and speaks "i was in the same situation you were"he smiles "you were?"i ask "mhm, i was with this girl, her name was Alyssa, i thought she was the love of my life, we were together for a year a half, oh how much i loved her, but then i met your mother and we became friends, good friends, as almost we fell in love with each-other, me and Alyssa took a break for some personal reasons, me and your mother became close and then, we confessed at a dance, but a couple months later, me and Alyssa got back together, i was happy, but something in my heart felt empty, like..it needed something, i needed a certain someone, so after for about another couple of months Alyssa moved and we kept it long distance for a couple more months, and then, she cheated on me, with some dude named Chris i think i dont remember, but anyways i was broken, and your mother was there the whole way until i recovered, and then 11th grade i asked her on a date and i took her to the-" i cut him off "to the white gazebo at the beach" i smile
with tears in my fathers eyes he nods and kisses my forehead, "you know"he smiles widely. "mother told me" i smile
he smiles widely and i continue to hug him tightly for another few seconds until... "all of that was true, except, his name was wally" my mother laughs at the door-frame we look up to her and he laughs "i knew the name was weird i just didnt know what it was" he smiles my mom walks over and sits next to us and attaches herself to the hug and we all enjoy each-other hug "so what about breakfast out?"she asks i nod excitedly and they giggle "okay to where?"she asks "can we got to delphine?"i ask "of course, get ready and we'll go" she smiles i smile and they both walk out and i get ready
i wear this:
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i walk downstairs and my parents are fixing themselves in the mirror and i giggle "ready mom and dad" i smile they both look back and my mom smiles in the mirror and fixes her baby hairs and then nods i jump and i walk out the door in front of them. we get into the car and set out to the cafe
after 15 minutes we make it and we get our reservation and wait to be seated. "okay table for hill's, come this way please" the waiter smiles we follow and he sits us down and gives us menus i get what i want and they do to, the waiter comes and takes our orders and then leaves "so, what are you gonna order?" my dad asks
huge time skip as couple weeks go by and its about the middle of November, 19th to be exact, trees turn brown, grass turns autumn and it time for sweater weather, but yknow, its cali, it cant cold unfortunately, im in my room on a weekend and just watching movies i get a knock on my door "its open" i say the door opens and comes revealing jaden and anthony. jaden wearing a white shirt and a navy blue windbreaker with a blue and yellow flame back anthony is wearing a 'grand teton' gray sweatshirt and looks that his hair is wet. "nice drip, but yall doing here?"i ask. "oh, its not like we had a friend group hangout today that YOU didnt plan" anthony says putting his hands on his waist and flicking his hair and rolling his eyes. "oh shut it, but i totally forgot about it, just let me get ready" i smile they nod and head downstairs, its about 12pm. i put on some converse and some black baggy mom jeans and a blue baggy sweater, ik its cali, but it gets cold too? i head downstairs not seeing the boys and i get a notif on my phone
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caption: we broke into her house :D
i get the notif and i yell "GET OUT OF MY MOMS BATHROOM!" i hear snickering and they walk out "inTErNatIOnAl" anthony says coming out of nowhere going in a spider stance jaden plays and along and jumps and sways 2 fingers across his face and says "sUpEr sPyY" and both in sync yell "SUPER SPYYY!" and they burst into laughter.
"omg, pull yourselves together and lets go" i laugh they calm down and we head out the door
walking out of the car and into the cafe we see something we didnt expect to see..
