Chapter 14

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"I knew we shouldn't of let them sleep in the same tent" Calum rolls his eyes and laughs.

I flutter my eyes open to see a shirtless Luke by the opening of the tent. I fully open my eyes and sit up, scratching my head and stretching my arms. Luke is joined by a shirtless Calum (my gosh why don't these boys put on some clothes) sitting in the opening of my tent.

"LYNN!! DAMN DID YOU GU-" Calum starts but I cut him off, "Calum pLEASE IT'S WAY TOO EARLY and NO. We did NOT"
"It sure looks like you DID" Katie loudly points out, walking towards the tent.
"We did not!!" I reply, laying back down. Michael starts groaning and he just rolls over and burries his head in my side.

"Lynn. He's all over you. Literally." Luke says. I roughly poke Michael's arm a couple times until his eyes open and he lifts his head. He looks at me and sleepily smiles, then puts his head back down, nuzzling into my arms.
"Mikey. Michael. NO. Wake up!!" I shake his shoulder.
"I like when you call me Mikey" he says in his deep raspy morning voice wrapping his arms around me.
"Ugh. Love." Calum groans standing up, and Ashton taking his spot.
"Hey no one said anything about the '️L' word!!" I remind him.

"Heyyy Mikeyyy. Honey bear love muffin babe, it's time to wake up" Ashton says in his best girl voice trying to imitate me.
"Hey I don't sound like that!" I say to him. Michael groans and sits up, "What. It's like 7 in the morning let me be."
"It's 10:00 and dude listen I just wanna know if you guys had sex like 6 feet away from me because that's just nasty" Ash says. Michael smiles over at me and just gets out of the tent.
"Michael tell them we didn't!!" I say going after him.
"Okay okay guys we didn't. Chill out." Michael admits, laughing.
"K good. But I think we might need to separate you two animals tonight." Ashton laughs.

"My bag is still under that seat in the car Calum" I tell him.
"Ooooh. Whoops."
"Ya and I kinda need it"
"Alright well that's like a 45 minute walk and I'm hungry" he laughs.
"I'll go with you" Michael volunteers.
"OOOOH NO. I think you two need to separate for a little while" Ash laughs. Michael just sends him a grin and skips over to me, "Alright let's go."
"You should probably put on a shirt?" I remind him.

"YA TO COVER THOSE NASTY HICKEYS" Katie shouts out.
Michael looks at me embarrassed with wide eyes and a goofy smile and goes to get a shirt. He comes back in the sweatshirt from last night, "Alright. Now lets go."

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I'm actually kind of nervous for this alone time with Michael. I have no idea what he might say. As much as I do like him, I'm scared of being in a relationship because of... previous, experience. I also don't want him to just act like it never happened which I doubt he will but...

"Sooo" Michael says taking a deep breath, putting his hands deep in his pockets.
"Sooo..." I reply.
"So, last night" he says right away.
Oh gosh.
"Ya..." I reply, having no idea what to say right now.
"You know we can't pretend like it never happened" he looks at me from the side. I don't want to look uhim in the eyes so I just keep my eyes on the ground.
"I know, I... don't want to" I say.
"Good" he says.
After a short silence he begins again,
"Look, Lynn." He stops walking so I look up at him, "I'm not going to try to make this complicated so I'm just gonna flat out tell you, I want to be with you." He takes both my hands in his.
"Michael... Don't get me wrong, I really do like you but... I'm just gonna flat out tell you too, because I don't want to make this hard, I... I think I'm just scared"
"Of what?" He asks. I swear I can feel his eyes burning a hole into mine."me?a relationship?"
"No, I don't know. Getting hurt. Or... hurting you. I just, don't want to screw up everything again."
"It will be fine Lynn" he pulls me closer, we have about an inch between us. "It's okay to open up to me, let me in. I know what it's like to not want that at all but you need to just trust me. You won't screw up everything just give me a chance and we'll see how things unfold."

I don't really know how to answer to that. I decided it would be nice to 'just give him a chance and see how things unfold' so I just kiss him hard for a couple seconds.
"I'll take that as a yes?" He laughs.
"It's a yes" I say grabbing his hand and intertwining our fingers.

"So I know we're basically in the middle of nowhere right now...but when we get home" he starts, "hold on let me make this formal" he mumbles to himself. He gets down on one knee and takes both my hands, "Will you come on an official date with me? Lynn, Gray?" He asks.
"Of course Michael" I laugh and he stands up.
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We eventually make it to the car after what seems like an hour but probably isn't. I get my bag and turn around to see Michael staring at me with an expression of... I don't even know what but I do know I want to just rip off his clothes right here right now.
"What?" I ask because of the the strange sexual look he's giving me right now.
"Nothin" He says, leaning back onto the car biting his lip.
"Michael you make this so damn hard oh my God" I give in. I drop my bag down and push my body against him, crashing our lips together. His hands make their way down to my hips and he turns us around so my back is against the car.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him. He's holding me up with his hands under my thighs, and slight force onto the car. I let my hands travel up his sides going up to explore his hair, which I now know drives him completely crazy. He leans his head back to let out a quiet groan, so I take the opportunity to leave sloppy kisses up and down his neck.

I pull the collar of his sweatshirt, continuing the kisses onto his collar bones and slightly sucking, probably leaving another small mark. He sets me down letting his hands travel up from my hips, up my arms giving me goose bumps. He lightly rests his hands on the back of my neck and slowly brings his mouth to my ear whispering, "I think.... We should, get back to camp."

"Ashton was right" I say, bringing his lips back to mine "we should of been separated as soon as we got out of that tent" I say with my mouth on his. I feel him smile into me and stop kissing. I sigh, never wanting that moment to end, and pick up my bag.

"I got it" he says, "it looks heavy" he takes my bag in his right hand and my hand in his left, and we start walking.

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