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Hii ! This is another request by @hangemikasa_simp !!

TW: mentions of eating disorders & insomnia. Please be careful and take care of yourselves.

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It was the small things that caught Hanges attention

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It was the small things that caught Hanges attention. Most nights you would slip out of bed and go to another part of the house, you turned down their offers to go out for dinner, you would slip away to the bathroom after every meal, and so much more.

Hange didn't know what you we're going through but every time you refused to talk to them, you pulled up Ymir's contact. She was the golden ticket to this. Hange knew it was bad but when you placed your phone down to go to the bathroom, Hange unlocked it and got Ymir's contact information.

It would be smarter for Hange to read the texts but when they confronted you with all this evidence, you'd be pissed and probably wouldn't trust them. Hange stepped outside and called Ymir. "Uh,, hello ? Who is this ?" Hange gulped. "Uh hi. This is Hange. F/N's partner."

"Oh I've heard amazing stories about you ! You really make my good old friend happy."

"Yeah about that. I need your help. They've been acting strange lately,, well for the past few months and I noticed that they've been talking to you more. So uh,,, can you help me out..?"

Hange heard a sigh. "I know they're probably gonna be pissed at me for telling you this but I can't keep it from their partner. F/N is going through something. Their coworkers have been stressing them out, family issues, they work retail and retail is not a pretty place to work. I remember one time they called me about some guy calling them a fat cunt because the item that he thought was in sail wasn't." Ymir continued on. She talked about your sleeping habits and how she had to keep talking you into eating at least something small.

Hange was heartbroken to say the least. While Ymir kept rambling on about what was going on with you, Hanges eyes began to sting. "I,, I gotta go." Hange quickly hung up the phone and dashed back inside the house to see you snuggled up in blankets on the couch. "Hey honey..?" You hummed in response, turning to see a pail-faced Hange staring back at you. "Babe, what's wrong ?" You gasped and ran up to Hange, cupping their face in your hands.

"We trust each other,, right ?"

"Of course hun. Of course we do."

"Then why didn't you tell me ?"

"I,, what?" Hange grabbed onto your shoulders and connected your foreheads. "If you trust me, then why have you been keeping so much from me." Your stomach turned. They didn't mean,, did they ? "I don't know what you're talking about." You nervously chuckled. "Stop. Just,, stop." Hanges grip tightened.

"Please tell me everything. Let's sit down on the couch and just spill everything you've been hiding." You shook in your spot. "Oh no baby please. Don't cry." You couldn't help yourself. Everything was crashing down at once and you couldn't stand by yourself anymore. "I fucking hate Ymir." You mumbled. Hange sadly chuckled. "No you don't."

The both of you walked over to the couch and just talked about everything. When it all started, why it was happening, why you were keeping it all away from Hange, etc. You ended up crying and your partner shed a few tears with you. It was like the two of you were connected. Like you were meant to be. Whenever you were hurting, Hange was hurting and vice versa.

"And I told Ymir not to tell you because I was scared you wouldn't want to be with me anymore. I was so stupid for trusting her." You sobbed into Hanges chest. "No you're not stupid. And Ymir is not the bad guy in this either. She told me because she was worried about you and you were showing no signs of stopping unless I stepped in."

"You don't get it. I didn't want to stop."

"You have to. You have to stop this and you have to stop it now." Hange pulled your face away from their chest and cupped your puffy cheeks. You sniffed. "Will you send me away..?"

"Oh... baby.. no. No I would never send you away. But it might help."

"No ! I'm not going to some mental hospital ! That's final." You pound your fists on Hanges chest. "Ok ok. No hospital. But in order for you to stay away from hospitals, we need to work on both your eating and sleeping habits. I'll be by your side to support and cheer you on. I love you. I love you more than you can ever imagine. Please. No more secrets. No more hiding your pain from me. Let me help you." Hange wiped their eyes with the back of their hand. "I can't lose you." Your sobbing turned into small whimpers at this point and you nodded.

"Ok,, ok yeah. You can help me. I love you too. So very much." You kissed Hange softly on the lips. They only deepened the kiss and help into your back while your hands rested on their face. "Ok,ok. That's enough." Hange chuckled while you tried to continue the kiss. "I'm hungry so let's order something. Your pick. And you can eat as little or as much as you want. Take small steps and don't force yourself." You nodded and smiled. "Ok. I love you."

Hange smiled back at you. "I love you too, my sweet angel cake."

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