Sweetie

Novia

Can you please leave me alone, I cried as this boy name Jett pushed me against the lockers.

Everyday for the last 6 years he's been bullying me.
First it went from him talking about my clothes and shoes because we didn't have no money . Shit my momma did what she could and I wasn't mad at her for that.  My daddy was dead and my step dad was in prison .

Then when we got in the 7th grade he started calling me brace face because I got braces through Medicaid, bitch I was cute though, but he thought otherwise.
8th girl year he would pick on me and call me dirty and shitty for some reason, even though we didn't have money , I stayed clean .

9th grade year he went from calling me names to hitting me with object .

10th grade year I tried to dodge him because he was always into something , he still made it his business to find me and take something from me.

Now it's 11th grade year, matter of fact it's the last day of school and the whole school year, he bullied me but not as bad, this year he just took my book bag and run off , I'll find it every time In the class we shared together .

Jett please stop, I cried as he pushed me into the locker .
At this point I started working and was able to help my momma out with our school clothes and help with keeping us clean and our hair done. I even got my sister and my self a little min flip phone .

I have a sister who's two year younger then me , so it was easy to keep her and myself together because she could wore the clothes that had gotten to small for me.

My braces are gone and I'm went from a frog to a princess but he still messed with me and I didn't know why.
Why you gave Tren your phone number? You are not allowed to give no boys your number, he said .
Don't play with me , he warned all in my face.
Just looking at him I was lost and confused, kissing my lips, he definitely shock me .
Pushing me against the lockers after kissing me , he just walked off .

Like what the hell? I thought as I watched him disappear.
I wasn't popular at all, I was average, nobody picked on me anymore but him.
I was a B student and just trying to finish school.
This boy from my neighborhood who hung with Jett asked for my number and I gave it to him but I guess that wasn't right.
Walking home alone, I didn't have any friends . My sister was in the 9th grade and has more friends then me.
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I didn't see Jett the whole summer, like what the hell was that kiss about?
He had my mind gone for the a while but I got over it quickly  .
But I worked two jobs this summer so I was able to get our hair done professionally , buy us twelve outfits a piece and 6 pair of shoes a piece but one pair of my sisters was name brand just because I didn't want her to go through what I went through. I was even able to get our nails and toes polished so you know I worked my ass off. My momma didn't have to buy nothing so I was happy and she was to.

Not really worried about Jett anymore because he couldn't tell me not to talk to other boys because he's not my daddy, he's my bully and because we never agreed to this situation, so I just put him to the back of my mind .

Home room: 8:47 a.m
Novia Richardson, my home room teacher yelled as she's calling role.
Yes ma'am, I replied raising my hand.
As she's calling the Attendance people are talking and joking but I never looked back because I just didn't fit in with nobody.
Like never have, I had one friend name Nicole, she stop talking to me 9th grade because she started dating and I wasn't on her level.
The only friend I have is Banu , she worked with me at the cookie store.

Knowledge Jettson, the teacher called.
Ugh 🤦‍♀️ Jett real name is Knowledge but he didn't used it, he used Jett which was short for his last name.
Present he said in his deep voice.
Jett was cute, he always had a lot of stuff, like his parents made sure he dressed to impress and he was always in something.
He has always been taller than me so he used that as a way to bully me around .
Over the years his hair has gotten longer and longer, his dreads was always neat and whoever did them kept them done and fresh looking. He wasn't skinny  but he wasn't fat, he had a nice muscular body for a young boy and he was strong as hell and his hits hurt to .

Last year I notice he had golds on his two bottom teeth that made his so pretty teeth ,look so much prettier. He was very cute , I will say even though he was mean. It was said they he sold drugs but I ne her knew, I just know he was mean for the most part.

Listening to the teacher tell us the rules for this school year . I could hear Jett talking but I didn't know what he was saying. I knew a lot of girls liked him so I knew he was just being a asshole last year so I didn't take it personally.

2 period: math I love math and math loved me, it was the only class I loved coming to.
Jett wasn't in my 1st period by surprise , we always had the same classes , since the 6th grade.

You not gonna speak? Someone says pulling my backpack back towards them .
Jett please stop, I said as he pinned me to the wall next to the girls bathroom.
Just looking at me , I tried not to look him in the face because he's always been mean to me.

Like he made me cry so many days because I was just his target 🎯.
Why you didn't speak? He asked as I looked down.
I'm sorry Jett, I whispered as he's in my face .

Don't let it happen again, he said removing himself from that close to my face as Trent ( his friend who tried to talk to me ,walked out the bathroom with this fast little ass girl name Monica)  again Jett kissed me but this time in front of all his friends .
Watching him walk off I had no idea what the fuck was going on, I really didn't know why he wanted to kiss on me.