Sweetie

Pain

5 months later
Getting it in wasn't the word, I was giving Novia dick damn near everyday after and before school.
I met her mommas and she loved me because my brother helped her turn the light back on one day and he put like 400 of food in her house. Since then I was over Novia house getting it in after school and before school some days, her moms would be in the next room chilling .
She still couldn't take the meat but I didn't care I loved what she had between her legs.

Caitlin where is Novia? I asked her little sister as she looked at me.
Umm mommy had to take her to the doctor, she wasn't feeling good , so she's home now in bed, Caitlin said as I looked at her.

Novia had this little piece of shit phone, so I got her a new one last month but she isn't picking up my calls.
Calling her again, I wanted to know why she's not answering.
Hello? (Novia)
Like what the fuck? I asked as I looked at her laying in the bed.
Why you not answering? Like what the fuck I yelled as I went into the bathroom.

I'm sorry, I'm not feeling good, she said as the tears exit her eyes.
Man what's wrong with you? I said as I looked at her meanly.
Knowledge I'm pregnant she cried , everything around me went silent as I looked at her . My brother was gonna kill me because all he did was tell me to wrap my dick up when I'm going into hoes but Nav wasn't fucking nobody but me so I loved to raw fuck her.
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Shit got bad, Novia was pregnant with Jett's baby and it was just a mess. She was still so afraid of him that she would do what he said.
Like her bully was now her man and baby's daddy.
Novia momma did anything to make sure she had lights and a roof over her head even if it was putting her daughter in a toxic situation with a new born baby.
Novia moved with Jett and his brother who's name was Bradley, one of the top drug dealers in Boca, nigga had money long as fuck, he was fucked upsnput his baby brother so he'll do anything for him, so when he told him he wanted Novia to move in he didn't have no issues with it
The nigga sold so much drugs I don't know how he's still a free man but he was and he had the pull.

He paid Novia's mother rent up for 12 months and all her other bills so Jett could take Novia home with him.
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1 year later
Okay Jett, I cried as he choked me because our daughter was wet when he came home today.
Shit my life was a fucking joke, I was able to graduate but that's it.
I had Deja 6 months ago , I was of course happy but afraid as fuck.
Like how did I get in the situation?
I'm not gonna lie, he took care of us but he also kicked ass, when I say he kicked my ass, he did .

The first time he hit me was when Deja was a week and I went to sleep with her on me and she rolled to the ground, he walked in on her crying and damn near killed me.
I didn't show my face for two months because he beat me that bad.

Sex was his thing , all he wanted to do was fuck me.
He fucked me before he leave In the morning, he'll come home to put some stuff up and fuck me, then once he get home for the night, he's fucking me,the only reason I'm not pregnant is because I got the birth control insert in me.

Kissing my lips after he choked me and threw me around the house for not having Deja on a clean diaper.
Taking my dress off I looked him in the eyes as he removed every thing from my body.
Picking me up, he placed me on the dick as he sucked on my neck .
Fucking me against the refrigerator he ain't care about nothing .

After doing me how he wanted to we showered ,now I'm laying next to him nude as he played the ps5
As I'm laying here, his phone is blowing up.
This nigga ain't respect me at all, he had a few bitches but what could I do?

Picking up the phone he begin talking to someone.
I could hear the girls voice . Telling her he will see her tomorrow, I cried nigga you're doing me so wrong 😑

Why you crying he yelled pushing me off of the bed.
Why the fuck you crying ? He asked as I try to stop but my feelings are always getting hurt.

Jumping on me again, I did fight back but he used to beat me more.
Getting up with a bloody nose and swollen eye, he talked shit as he sat back down.

I'm sorry Jett, I cried. Feeling so sad.
Literally throwing the controller at my head, all I felt was pain as I dropped to the ground.

3 am
Only thing I remember is him picking me up and laying me in the bed.
Waking up to a really bad headache and blurred vision. He wasn't in the bed, looking in the crib Deja was sleeping.

Going into the bathroom I looked at me in the mirror.
Cleaning my face, I had dried blood all over my face.
Getting in the shower, I showered and cried .

Like this boy was fucking crazy, like who the fuck does someone like this?
Like why the fuck did I let ah nigga who bullied me take control of my life like this?
Bitch you better get your shit together and make this nigga respect you, my inner me said as I washed my sore body.
We are the same age so it's not like he's older then me and it's a mine of matter thing... He's just mean ass fuck and always has been.