Sweetie

Egos

Waking up to him laying next to me, I didn't even know he came in last night.

Kissing his forehead, he laid next to me fully clothed.
Thank you I whispered as I got the bed nude.
I asked him to come lay with me and he told me no but I see he did still so I was happy 😊.

I wanted to be someone for him but I needed us to know each other on a different level so I'm taking Toni's  advice and trying to started over.
I honestly don't want no other man around my girls because you can't trust nobody so if I can fix him and build my man out of him , then that's what I'll do.

Taking a shower I thought of all the fights we got into. All the times he made my nose bleed or the time he snatched a patch of hair out my head.

Oh shit, one time he put his feet on my neck after I mistakenly let Deja roll off my chest. That nigga size 11 was literally on my neck for about 30 mins .
Washing the tears away from my eyes, I can tell you some shit that would make you want to kill this nigga.

8:15
Arriving at IHOP's, he got the kids out the car.
Every time he leave the club he would bring me Waffle House or IHOP. I remember one morning he came home after fucking lawd knows who , with me some waffles that was cold as fuck, like he went and got them on his way home and ah bitch called him to suck his dick and he stop to get his dick sucked before he came home.
The only time I got treated good was when I was pregnant with Deja, he made sure I ate and had everything I needed and wanted.

Eating breakfast with him out in public for the first time ever , it felt good. He acted  nerves like he ain't no how to react to me.

Can I ask you something? I asked him as he gave Cia some eggs.
Yes he replied as he looked at me.
Have you ever took any of your girlfriends out to dinner or on a date? I asked as he looked at me.

What other girlfriends? He asked as I looked at him.
The women you was with before and while with me I replied as he looked at me.

I never had a girlfriend but you, just because I fuck them don't make them my girlfriend, why do you think all them was upset with you ???he meanly replied. So the women you had sex with , have you ever took them out to eat? I asked as I could see him getting upset.

No Novia I never been on a real date, I never took anyone to the movies or out to eat, I never did anything with no other female but fuck them, he said making Deja cover her mouth because he said Fuck.
Not saying anything else I just ate and fed my babies.
I knew he was upset but I had twenty one questions to ask him.

Paying for our food he grabbed Deja as I carried Cia.
Getting in the car after locking the girls down, I looked at him.
He looked pissed but why? We are getting to know each other.

Are you upset? I asked him as he looked me dead in the face.
Do I look upset Novia? He asked meanly

Yes Knowledge you do, I smartly said as he just looked at me.

Pulling out he mumbled something as he pulled off pretty fast.
Looking back at the kids I knew he wouldn't do shit to them but to me, this nigga would kill me if he could.

Pulling up to his momma house she was watering her plants.
Ma, come get the kids really fast he said as I just looked at him crazy.
Why? I asked as he just gave me that look again.

Feeling like he was finna snap, I just looked at his momma as she took the kids out the truck.

Pulling off fast 💨 , I begin to worry.
Why are you speeding? I asked him as he just continue to drive .
Why are you doing this? I yelled as he hit the highway really fast.
Like why? Because I want to know shit that I was supposed to know from the jump , you're getting mad and want to do all this shit, I cried as he completely ignored me.