Sweetie

Bitter

Crying as I packed my kids stuff, I had to get the fuck from Jett. He was the devil, like nigga you had my kids around your hoes? I was sick as fuck and I couldn't take the dumb shit.

Hearing him pull up, I cried as I added more clothes to my suitcases.
Knocking on the door he yelled my name .

Open the fucking door, let me explain he said as he pushed on the door.
Please just leave me alone, I cried as he kicks the door open.

Please I cried as he's chasing me through the house.
Please Knowledge please I cried as he's yanking me , making me fall as he stood over me.
Please I cried , you hate me that much you had my kids around that bitch knowing she ain't never like me and always came at me. Why would you do that? I asked as he just looked at me and I cried.
Sitting up , I covered my face and cried as he just watched.

You let someone who hate me be around my fucking kids.
That's so fucked up I cried .

I am sorry, I was wrong , I'll leave you alone, he said as I just cried. Like who do shit like that? I'm in the hospital damn near died because you knock me across my head and left damage done to my brain but you're out here fucking off while my children's there? No he is very disrespectful and he couldn't love me if he was doing that shit.

Like why?
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A few days later
Sitting in front of Toni as she helped me get my nail tech license. I let myself go after I started dealing with him, I got pregnant with Deja, then he went to prison,when she was 6 months, I worked three jobs at Fast food restaurants and hotels just to make sure my daughter was A1 and I rocked with ah nigga for 3 years who did nothing but make me cry.

Once he got out I was there, got pregnant by him to only cheat on me with every bitch in Boca, to me having to be hospitalized because he beat my ass and left damage to my body ,to him fucking ah hoe who hated me from jump because of him.

I forgot my passion, I forgot my goals, I put everything to the side to deal with him and his bullshit and I was done with it . Growing up we didn't have nothing, my momma worked hard but she had no education so she couldn't get a really good job so she did what she could.
My father was dead , someone killed him when I was 1 and my sister's daddy was in prison for life for some bullshit my mom said he didn't do.
So we had to get it how we could and my momma did what she had to do, she was so money hungry when Jett and Bradley came to her while I was pregnant , she allowed him to move me in with them knowing I was to young but he helped her when nobody else would so she just let it be .

We was never close so its not like she checked up on me when he was beating my ass. I know one time he had beat me up really bad and she told me to just keep my mouth shut and do as he say, like bitch you not supposed to tell your daughter that, but she did .

So you can just work with me, you keep your own money and save it up until you get enough to get your own shop.
Don't stop here, I'm teach you everything you need to know, lashes, laces and everything else.
Toni said as I did my first customer nails.

I loved Toni, I remember the first time Jett hit me she jumped on him and told him she would fuck him up if he hit me again.
She told me to leave but I didn't because I was afraid of him.
It was to the point that they got a new house and Bradley would only come to the house 🏡 we was staying in to get away from her because she fought him, but she said at one point he used to control her but never hit her, she said she had to show that nigga she wasn't the one and he's been kissing ass since.

As I'm finishing up with the girl's nails Jett and Bradley is pulling up to the little shop she had .

Looking at her she just gave me that look 👀. Like bitch don't keep playing with this nigga look.

Speaking he just looked at me as Bradley kissed his wife and hugged me.
Bradley was the best like he never let him just jump on me, if he was home he would come and save me but once he left It was over.

15 mins later, I'm taking pictures of my work . My kids was in the back sleeping with Toni and Bradley kids. Looking up to him walking from the back with both girls.
He hasn't seen them sent before I learn he had them around that bitch.

I'll bring them home later he said as he just looked at me.

Walking out the door, I followed because I didn't want him taking my kids around that bitter bitch.
Where are you taking them? I asked him as he locked Cia in her car seat.
To the park , then to get some ice cream.
He said as Deja cheered.

Not around your hoes right? I asked as he looked at me.
Nah he dryly said as I just looked at him.